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Trans Logan au
College roommates auAs always, if you see a mistake don't be afraid to point it out!
TW: Dysphoria, internalized transphobia. (If I missed anything please tell me!)
"Logan, dear, would you like to come watch Big Hero 6 with me?" Roman asked knocking on his boyfriend's door.
"No! Go away!" Logan yelled.
"Ok, if you change your mind, just come and get me." Roman said walking away from the door with a frown on his face. Logan hadn't come out of his room for the past few days, except to leave for class, and the rare times that he was out, he was moody and would snap at any little thing. Roman wasn't mad, everyone had those days, but he was worried.
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Logan felt awful. He hated making Roman upset, but he didn't want anyone to see him. He knew it was illogical, but he couldn't help it. He glared at his reflection in the mirror. Stupid feminine face, stupid feminine body with it's stupid feminine curves. He was feeling dysphoric and he didn't understand why. No one misgendered him, his period wouldn't be happening for another two weeks and 3 days. It made no logical sense for him to be feeling this way.
After hiding in his room for a few more hours, he decided he needed to go apologize to Roman. He put on his binder, then his usual jeans, polo, and tie. As he was walking towards the door, he glanced in the mirror again, then decided to throw on a baggie hoodie, before walking the rest of the way out of his room.
Logan made his way to his boyfriend's room, thanking Crofters that his other roommates weren't in the hallway. When he reached Roman's door, he paused for a moment, debating whether or not it was too late to go back to his room. Before he could change his mind, he lifted his hand and knocked on the door. Roman answered almost immediately, his face breaking into a huge smile when he saw a Logan.
"May I come in?" Logan asked.
"Of course!" Roman replied quickly moving out of the way of the door.
"Did you need—"
"I'm sorry—" They started at the same time.
"You first," Roman said, sitting on his bed and motioning for Logan to come join him.
"I'm sorry, I have been acting like a jerk. I have been experiencing illogical emotions, but that is no excuse for how I treated you."
"It's ok, Logan. And I can assure you that whatever 'illogical emotions' you've been feeling aren't illogical at all. They are perfectly normal."
"But they are! I've been feeling dysphoric, but there is no reason for me to be feeling that way! I haven't been misgendered, it's not that time of the month. It is completely illogical!" Logan exclaimed.
"Oh Logan," Roman whispered pulling Logan into a hug, after making sure it was ok with him, "I'm sorry that you are feeling that way, but you don't need a reason to feel dysphoric. Sometimes it just happens. And I know it's awful, but there is no need for you to beat yourself up about it."
"Why would I beat myself up?"
"It's just an expression, dear."
"Oh, well thank you for assisting me. I'm sorry again for how I acted towards you these past few days." Logan said, straightening his glasses.
"I know the perfect thing to help you feel at least a little better!" Roman said jumping to his feet and racing out the door, leaving a confused Logan behind. After a few minutes he came back in holding something behind his back.
"Toast with butter and Crofters for my handsome prince!" Roman said pulling a plate with two slices of toast out from behind his back. (A/N: Ok, but this is actually the best thing in the world. If you have Crofters, bread, and butter, go try it. You won't regret it.) Logan took one of the pieces, thanking Roman and motioning for him to take the other.
"Is it too late to accept your offer of watching Big Hero?" Logan asked after they had both finished the treat.
"It could never be too late!" Roman exclaimed jumping up and putting the disc into the CD player and getting the movie started, before sitting back on the bed and opening his arms. Logan quickly scooted over towards Roman who wrapped his arms around him.
They spent the rest of the night cuddling and watching different movies (mostly Disney) until they fell asleep still wrapped in each other's arms. It wasn't the first time Logan felt dysphoric and sadly, it wouldn't be the last, but he knew that he would always have Roman their to help him feel better.
So I'm just going to start out by saying that I know little to nothing about being trans so if something in this was offensive in anyway, please tell me. If there is something, I am so sorry and I promise that was not my intention and I will immediately change it, or take it out.I hope you enjoyed this!
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