An Old Friend ✔️

SEVENTEEN

"I don't like it."

"I knew you wouldn't."

"It makes me nervous."

"I don't blame you."

"Then why are you doing it?"

"Because I owe it to the 18-year-old girl inside of me."

"You're a different person now, you could get anyone you want."

"Besides him."

At that Yoongi stopped arguing with me and looked over to his boyfriend who was playing with his phone. His hand was pushed up against his cheek making his squish and his lips to be parted as he sat there. Yoongi had been going on for the last hour about how he didn't approve of the date Seokjin had asked me on.

He didn't approve of me sleeping with him a second time either.

He had told me that he was hoping sex would happen to prove a point to Jin and myself that I was a different person, he never expected it to lead this this.

Yoongi let out a sigh and stared hard at Namjoon. "Dude!" He scolded pushing his elbow from the table making his head almost slam on it. "Help me out."

Namjoon gave him a dirty look before turning to me. "Noona, it's obvious you can get him if he's barking up your tree the way he is. I think you should go for it."

"What?!" Yoongi shouted.

Namjoon turned to him. "Not to be against you babe, but you don't know how she is feeling. You don't know what its like to crave someone you don't think you can have. If he is showing interest, and meant what he said, then she needs to give it a try." He turned back over to me. "Do you believe him?"

I nodded. "I don't know why but I do."

"Then go for it. If it doesn't work out then you will finally have the closure you never had to move on. This time will be different. You won't be running away."

"He's her boss!" Yoongi interrupted. "And what do you mean I don't know what its like to crave someone you can't have? Need I remind you that the whole reason I left with her was because I was gay."

"Baby, you never truly wanted anyone until me. We both know that." Namjoon replied very seriously. "Don't pretend that you know what that is like. I don't even know what that is like. Noona has been having nightmares over this guy. She has been in love with him since she was a child and neither of us knows what it feels like to have the person you are in love with, love everyone else around you. Tell me you know what that feels like." He challenged.

Yoongi stared at him for a moment, his eyes narrowed in a glare. "I guess you're right." He mumbled making Namjoon give a genuine smile.

He leaned over and gave him a peck on the lips and then another one on his temple. "I think you two should talk alone. Give her a chance to explain why she is doing this. She isn't stupid Yoongi-ah. She knows what she's doing."

He stood and gave me a smile before walking up the stairs to I assume his bedroom. When we both heard the door shut Yoongi turned back to me, his eyes worried.

"I'm just nervous for you." He said in a quiet voice.

"You don't think I'm worried?" I asked.

"Well, I don't know what you're thinking. Never did I imagine that you would be going on a date with this guy."

"Jin. His name is Jin, and if you remember he was your friend too."

"Right, and I remember all the girls he would fly through until he met Jiah."