An Old Friend ✔️

THIRTY

The fact that he was so willing to be the one to make the change meant a lot to me. He was willing to give me what I wanted, but still keeping the other option available. It really is a much simpler for him to do it than for me to...and if he's willing to compromise...shouldn't I?

I mean...it would be nice to have a family some day.

Little Kims running around.

And this gives me that option.

I leaned down and kissed him deeply, running my fingers through his hair taking a firm grip. He grunted into the kiss, and his hands took hold at each side of my waist. He kissed me back and by the time I pulled away, both of our wet faces were dried of the fallen tears.

"Thank you." I said. "Thank you so much. I think that is more than fair of a compromise. I can agree to that if it means so much to you. I'll keep an open mind for the future."

He smiled brightly, his lips stretching perfectly over his white teeth. "Thank you." He replied. "I love you."

My heart swelled for a moment, throbbing with excitement. It is so strange hearing him say that. "I don't think I can get used to that." I laughed.

"Get used to me telling you that I love you?"

I felt it again, and this time I giggled. "Yeah."

"Well get used to it." He replied before kissing me again.

This time the kiss was a little more heated than it was before. And I could feel the tinging surge through my body. I moaned against his lips, and he pushed me back parting our lips.

I pouted. "Why?"

"Because if you do that I'm going to want to fuck you, and we have a long week ahead of us. Let's not drive ourselves crazy already."

I laughed, but he was right. I leaned back and sighed. "So when would be a good time for you to get that done. Like you said, we're going to be inactive for a few days anyway."

"I could get it done this week." He said.

"So soon?"

"Why wait?" He asked. "If it puts you at ease and once its done I can fuck you as much as I want? Why would I put it off?"

"I guess that makes sense." But I was worried. "Jin, are you sure this is something that you want to do? I cant garentee that I'm going to want kids some day."

"I understand that, but at lease this inst a permanent action. If you change your mind, we will be able to reverse it."

"And you're willing to take that risk?"

"Noona, I will not go another 8 years without you. I want you always. If that means that I need to be patient and give you a peace of mind, then I will. If we never have children...well then we will never have them. But if there's a day that you want them, I want us to have the option."

"Okay." I said after listening to him. "As long as you are good with it, then I am too."

"For real?" He asked, excitement shining in his eyes.

"Yes. I love you. And this is a reasonable request. Thank you, Jin."

"Why are you thanking me?"

"For not leaving me for this." I said as I started to tear. "For a second there...I thought..."

"Hey." He said softly making me stop my babbling. "I thought so too, but I want you. If that means just you then that's what it means."

"You promise?"