The Other Chance-YHM

Part 4: ISHITA

I turn on the shower in the bathroom.
Letting the hot water wash my skin, I let my tears fall too.
As I close my eyes, a sudden image of how me and Raman made love in the bathroom under the hot showers crossed my mind. I quickly opened my eyes because these things should not make me weak.

Everything I told Vanshikha is true. I cannot even lie to her, she has been my consistent support and only friend since my first day in Australia. I only helped her to change her lifestyle a bit, and in turn got a beautiful loving and caring friend and sister in her.

I really want Raman to realize that whatever he has done is wrong and by staying far from him, I'm sure he'll realize his mistakes. This is an excuse I keep giving myself, isn't it? 

Actually, I agree Raman is to be blamed. But is my Ruhi to be blamed too? My Adi? My family, my parents? Why am I punishing them for Raman's mistakes?
Why am I making them suffer so much because of Raman?
I so badly want to talk to them, but why should only I bother, do I matter nothing to Raman ? Why doesnt he call me, why doesnt he come to find me? His ego is more important than my love? I never thought so.