Dear Diary,
I don't have enough time to check what the date is today. I've been so focused and obsessed over this one thing I've totally forgotten.
I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like I might actually be going insane– everything around me isn't what it use to be. The people I know and love aren't real, they're something else.
I don't know why I'm doing this to myself. What did I do to deserve this? I've been nothing but kind to the people I meet. I'm just tired, upset. Drained.
I can't sleep, yet that's all I want to do. School is too hard, going outside is too hard. Nothing comes easily, everything is a struggle.
It won't get better, although my therapist tells me it will. It won't.
– Amy Solac, Entry #27
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lost and found | it chapter one | 2017
Fanfic" SHE TRIED TO DROWN HER DEMONS BUT THEY LEARNED HOW TO SWIM. " hr; 1# in 2017 10# in 'it' [coinsundercouches > 2017 ] an; i wrote this when i was twelve so please forgive me for the grammar and plot !! pls read the next story this one is w...
