Lost

Chapter 24 (Alex)

Was it really worth it? Spending that one night with Talia? Defiantly. But then why do I keep thinking of her lips, and them against mine? The way her touch affects me, it's nothing like Talia's.
This has been the constant struggle for the last 2 weeks, ever since losing her. But she's probably with Tyler or Zac now, after all she has known Tyler for ages and Zac...well...his James's brother. I quickly wipe Her aside, I have Talia now and she is meeting me here in 5 minutes. The sun beats strong in my room, quickly combing my hair to the side I head downstairs. Talia. A yellow dress floats out over her tanned legs giving a great view of her legs and lower thighs. Cut away at the back, her smile lights up the doorway, "You ready?" I entwine my hands in hers, "Yeh." We walk out into the disappearing sunlight, shades of pinks and purples covering the clouds. She turns her head to me, light brown curls hanging at her waist, "I see you like my dress" I smirk, guilty, "Of course!" She leans into me, I wrap my arm around her waist, we walk through the forest but I quickly disappear into some green foliage, I hide behind the tree when she passes, reaching for her hand, I pull her body up against mine, whispering "just need to do something before we go and watch this movie," she leans in further to my body, okay this is so much better than Ally, wait, I can't say that!! A voice chimes in my head, 'she left you Alex, of course you can say that' arghhhh this is so annoying but my conscious is right, I pull myself out from Talia, her smiles saddens but then quickly pinning her against the tree, she smiles. My lips joint with hers, hungry for her taste, this is defiantly better, the voice begins in my head...again 'you can't say that, you hurt her' I push the thought away, who cares about Ally, I passionately kiss her lips, my body right up against her, she kisses me thoroughly, she begins to slip so I lift her up, she wraps her legs tight around me, I kiss a small path down to her neck and back up to her lips, our lips in a frenzied mess, not two anymore just one, is this what it felt like for Ally and James? I gently pull away from the kiss, breathless, "That was....amazing!" She looks down at me, "I can't say I don't agree!" We hear footsteps in the distance and a whole lot of laughter, we quickly duck behind the bushes, giggling quietly. As we peer through the bushes, I gasp. The laughing and footsteps is coming from Ally, Tyler, Zac and a few other boys I don't know the names of, each have a skateboard tucked under their arm. I can't help but notice the casual way Zac has his arm slung around Ally's shoulder and the way her laughter lights up her eyes.
Forget Talia, I'm still utterly and hopelessly in love with Alice Higgins.