Your Letters

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Xiao Zhan's POV:

Unable to comprehend what Yibo's been through, I rest my head on the head rest and close my eyes. Yibo.

I am sorry.

I wasn't there with you, for you, when you were going through so much pain. Each words that you have penned down, is so overwhelming.

Each page contains a letter to Lan Zhan, it is me who does not have the heart of steel to read each one of them. Maybe one day I would, maybe one day, I could read them with you.

You were a child, Yibo, a child.

I flip through the pages when I find a small piece of paper. When I open to see the paper, it's a small drawing of me. Of Wei.

It's dated to a few years ago.

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Letter 6

Everynight I dream, I dream of you Wei. There was a time, I dreaded dreaming, but not anymore, because it's in my dreams that I am United with you.

I dreamt of our one time locked in the library. Do you remember? You had pinned me with your innocence yet mischevious gaze. I swear, if I wasn't who I was, I would have kissed you. You had without much thought, tucked my hair behind my ear and for that one second, your fingers lingered there.

I would have spent an eternity in that one moment.

You cannot fathom the amount of feelings this heart has for you. Everytime I see you, get to know you, I fall for you all again.

How do I confess, I don't know?

So, I am writing this song for you. Do you know, tomorrow I will be playing in front of all the musical starlets.

Tomorrow's performance is my confession to you.

Here is one small paragraph that I wrote, my heart.

Far beyond horizon,
Was a man who loved the most,
In his years,
Were the unsung words.
For he lived a life,
Just to tell his lover,
The chaste relationship never changed,
Until everything was over.

Far beyond eternity,
A soul still cries,
Calling his lover's name
Never a day goes by.

Did you like that Wei? One day I shall sing again' for you. One day we'll meet again. I believe, if I have taken this birth then it's for you. I will find you. My Wei.

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Yibo.

Closing the book and tucking the paper softly into it, I place it carefully back into its shelf, away from preying eyes.

With heavy heart, I knock the door and I am summoned in.

With one look at me, I am gently enveloped into a warm hug.

"So?" Brother enquires softly.

"He loves me" I mumble to his chest.

I feel his nod.

I move away a little and smile "Thank you" and he wipes my tears away.

He understood. No further words were needed.

"Then you have my permission, Lil Brother" he smiles "just, just don't ever leave him"

I grin and just before exiting I ask "does Saranghaeyo mean what I think it means?"

And in turn the beautiful smile that I receive is enough for me.

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I find him looking out at the wide expanse of the surrounding, with his back to me. I go and hug him from behind, which startles him and I whisper the words that he longed to hear and I had longed to say "Saranghaeyo".

His body goes rigid and then suddenly slumps into me. I turn him to find them in tears.

"Saranghaeyo" I kiss him.

I remove his shirt, pull him to our bed and proceed to love him, the way he should have been for all eternity.

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The next morning I wake up before him and I longingly gaze at the man in front of me. Matured beyond age but yet looks so innocent that I could bite him. *cough cough, Zhan Zhan, take your mind out of the gutter*

He blinks and gives me the sweetest smile and my mind still being in the gutter utters something that even makes him blush "When are we going to have Se*?" at that his eyes widens and I go beet red.

He comes so close to me and croons in my ear "Wei, the day we have Se*, it's going to be everyday, all day".

Ahem.

"But that doesn't stop me from doing this" he pulls the blanket over us and then I realise that is so that I could moan his name as loud as I want.

Yibo.

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