Have I ever seen you smile Lan Zhan? I grin as I think of Lan Wangji ever smiling. Heaven would dance if I ever witness him smile.
Lan Zhan, my Lan Zhan.
I watch him sleep. He looks so peaceful. He's the only one for me now, whom I can call as my own.
I am so scared to even be near him, afraid that my aura would deface him. But, I am unable to control my feelings.
I am unsure after this heist what would happen to us, to him, to me and that makes me selfish. I wish to spend my moments with you, Lan Zhan.
As I sit next to him, I very softly caress his face. Will you always be there for me Lan Zhan?
I know what you feel for me. It's not that I have been that oblivious to your feelings, but I am scared. I don't want to loose the one person who means the most to me, Lan Zhan. I can't even phantom a world without you.
Whatever happened to me, that's all on me. I hope you understand that.
You're my everything, Lan Zhan.
I bring out the gift that I have been carrying with me for quite sometime.
I cultivated this for you. It's as pure as you are. I place it next to his head piece.
Unable to resist, I kiss his forehead.
This is all I can offer you for this lifetime, my Lan Zhan. If I live through, I'll name my life after you. If not, then until next time.
Unable to look back, I walk away.
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My heart cries for you too, Wei. If this is all I can get from you, then I shall happily accept it.
I hear him leave and I get up quickly. Unable to contain my curiosity anymore I look at his gift and gasp inwardly.
It's a Gusu Lan Clan head band but with a rare jewel cultivated by Wei.
What does this mean Wei? A rouge tear escapes me without my permission. Does this mean what I hope it means? After my bath, I look at probably the only gift I'd ever receive from Wei.
I walk out of the room and watch Wei witness the change in the sky. It's almost time. He turns to me when I stand by his side. He's never seen me without my head band and his question is answered when I face him, take out the band he gave me from my inner robes.
Staring right at him, I allow all my emotions to be displayed and slowly fasten the band on my forehead.
It's worth it. His grins the biggest and the brightest.
He nods and we both turn towards the future bearing down on us.
It's time .My hands on my Bichen.
He holds up Chenqing to his lips.
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Kindred Souls (Wei Wu Xian "X" Lan Wang Ji)
FanficPlease note: This is Vol -1 The story of Lan Wang Ji and Wei Wu Xian was known throught the relam. One was the famous Han Guang Jun. The other Yiling Patriarch. But what no knew was their love story. Their untold love story. Their life was short liv...