Pain First, Love Last [COMPLETED]

Would You Like to Dance? Pt. 2

We walked inside the venue and wow, was it gorgeous.

I walked towards the middle of the dance floor where everyone else was at. People that I recognized from every other gang there. I even got stares as I walked. Maybe because of how gorgeous I looked or because I was the one who killed their family.

Everyone knows you can't kill anyone here but I am going to risk it. By killing Jungkook, I could definitely get killed in the end as well.

My father tapped my shoulder and I looked at him.

"This is him. I dug deep for years and finally found out what Jeon's son looks like. I found out he also goes to your school"

He showed me the picture of Jungkook. That definitely was him. I gulped deeply.

"His name is Jeon Jungkook. You know what you need to do if you run into him. No hesitation. I'll take care of you my daughter. Don't worry."

He walked off leaving me alone in the crowd of people so I began to walk down the aisles and find Jungkook to get it done and over with.

I eventually lost my father, Lesley, and Lester. I looked around for a bit but eventually got bored of looking so I decided to sit down alone. A slow song began playing and I watched as the couples got together to dance.

I smiled at how happy people were. It didn't matter if you were in a gang or not, people were still in love. It was beautiful.

I began to think about my life. I was always around killing, sadness, anger. But I'm tired of that. I want a new beginning, a chance to go somewhere where no one knows who I am or when I say my father's name, no one runs away. I can be myself.

I don't think mother would want this. Would she want me to be unhappy? Would I ever be happy?

I was completely oblivious to my surroundings until a hand was now in my face. I looked up and seen Jungkook smiling shyly.

"Would you like to dance?"

My heart raced as I nodded and took his hand. He pulled me to the middle of the crowd. Once we got to the middle in between everyone in our own bubble, he put his hands on my waists and I wrapped my arms around his neck.

He chuckled and pulled me into him so now my head was resting on his chest lightly. I was able to hear his breathing in my ears as the music surrounded us. We swayed back and forth. I felt free, calm, loved.

I looked him in his eyes and he looked in mine. My heart raced. Do it now. Reach down and do it quickly, get it over with. Dad will finally be happy.

My conscious was evil and I knew it. Jungkook smiled at me as we continued dancing together slowly taking in everything.

"You look beautiful tonight Y/N. Really, you're stunning."

I smiled at him lowkey getting shy and nervous. I got butterflies in my stomach as he continued looking at me. I was now looking in his soul, seeing a boy who did nothing wrong. He didn't kill my mother, his father did. By accident, he didn't mean it.

At this point, I knew I had feelings for him. Why. He's always a jerk to me but I know how he truly feels inside, and I hated it.

"I want to say sorry. Sorry for being a jerk towards you Y/N. I just- I just want you to be mine. I was jealous of how you acted toward Jimin and Taehyung. They like you, you know and I got jealous. I've always had something for you Y/N believe it or not. The day I walked in, you were the one who caught my eye. I know, you're nothing like your father"

I was shocked at what he said and blinked at him confused.

"Y-you know who my father-''

''Kim Jung-Woo, biggest gang leader in Asia, yeah I know. I always knew. It was dangerous for me getting close to you but you were, you are different. I think... I know I have feelings for you Y/N"

All of a sudden, his hand traced down my leg and stroked my thigh. He continued looking at me and he suddenly leaned in. He closed his eyes and I did the same. I continued leaning in until I realized, our lips didn't touch.

The music ended and when I looked up, he had the knife in his hand. He looked hurt and sighed. Then his eyes went cold.

"Jungkook let me explain"

"There's nothing to explain. I just poured my heart out and this is what I find. You trying to KILL me"

Everyone looked in our direction and then gasped. Jungkook still had the knife in his hand. Immediately people began moving out the way indicating security was coming.

"I-I'm sorry Jungkook"

I took the knife from him and stabbed him in his side. He fell to the floor and I whispered to him.

"Play along if you want to live"

I stood up and faced the security. Jungkook was bleeding on the floor. Security took me by my arms forcefully and lifted me up.

I made eye contact with my father through the crowd then yelling

"I did it for you daddy! He's dead!"

He smiled and security threw me in the black van, blindfolding me, tieing my hands, and gagging me. I knew this was only the beginning