Pain First, Love Last [COMPLETED]

Don't Forget Me

Jungkook's Pov~

I drove to the queen's home and knocked on the door.

After a while, the door opened revealing one of her men. He immediately opened the door without saying anything and I walked in.

"Where's the queen?"

The man looked at me and began to walk. I followed him and he took me to a room. He pointed to the door and walked away.

I opened the door and seen the queen and king kissing. My eyes widened in disgust as I tried to close the door but she already saw me.

"Jeon Jungkook! There you are! It's been forever!"

They got off each other and I cringed lightly.

I coughed lightly fixing myself.

"where's Y/N?"

Her face dropped and she tucked a piece of her hair behind her ear.

"You've come a little late sweetheart. I told her everything, she ran off to America alone last night. She wanted to escape this life so I let her go. I understand why she'd want to go after everything. Her childhood was ruined."

I felt my chest get heavy. All of a sudden I couldn't breathe. The kind put his hand on my shoulder and looked me in my eyes.

"She also knows about the whole deal we made with you."

My heart dropped even more. She probably hates me. I treated her like crap and the moment I caught true feelings for that weirdo, she runs off.

"This is my fault, I'm sorry"

"'Don't apologize son. Look, she may have run off but knowing her, she won't come back ever. So move on"

The queen slapped his arm and scolded him

"What? Am I supposed to lie? I know my own daughter besides I raised her"

I sighed deeply falling into the chair weakly. I felt my eyes get watery. I've truly fucked up. I lost the one source of happiness that I had.

I felt a hand on my shoulder and looked up to see Hoseok. I forgot he even came with me.

"Let's good Kook"

I nodded and began walking out

"Bye Jungkookie! You did well son!"

The king and queen yelled as I walked out of the house.

We got in the car and I just sat there. I didn't want to do anything else, I felt weak without her. Yes, that sounds cheesy but that's how I feel. I feel useless without her. Yeah, we hated each other but the way she got upset when I was difficult with her made me realize how much she cares about me when she's been there for me even when I tried pushing her away, made me feel as if I matter. She made me feel loved even though I didn't show it towards her, I was slowly falling in love with her but showed it horribly.

I felt horrible for what she went through. I looked at Hoseok and he looked at me too.

"I have to go find her hyung. Whether you come with me or not, I'm going"

He nodded at me approvingly.

"I understand. I'm coming with you, as well as the rest of us. Now let's go pack."