Pain First, Love Last [COMPLETED]

Bleeding Love

I finished the soup and I took a nap. I sat up feeling refreshed. The best nap I've had in a while. I got up and looked for the living room. I walked into the hall and seen Jimin. He came to me and smiled.

"How are you?"

"I'm fine. Can you take me to the living room or to Hoseok please"

He nodded and began to walk. I followed behind him and I looked around the house as we walked. It was classy but modern. The walls were full of photos of the boys. I found some with me as well. 

I felt this wave of sadness hit me out of nowhere like I was missing something.

As soon as we got into the living room everyone looked at me.

"How are you now Y/n?"

Namjoon said to me with pure concern in his eyes. 

"I'm good. Thank you. All of you for helping me. I appreciate it so much."

They nodded in unison and Taehyung patted the seat next to him. I sat down and heaved a big sigh.

"Ask away"

Hoseok said while looking at me 

I nodded and all eyes were on me now and it was nerve-wracking. I looked at Jungkook but he looked away at the floor quickly.

"Why are you guys here. How'd you find me?"

Everyone looked at Jungkook. He looked up at them and cringed lightly

"Sorry guys"

I looked at them all confused. Namjoon sighed and looked at me 

"We're here because Jungkook was going to come out here by himself to find you but we can't leave him by himself. Nor you. So we came to get you Y/n. You mean that much to this kid"

I didn't know what to say. My brain was going back to what my parents said. 

Jungkook and I made eye contact that made everyone else feel awkward. They eventually got up and awkwardly began to walk off

"I think you guys need some time alone"

Hoseok said as he pushed Taehyung out of the room with him.

The room got silent. Jungkook and I didn't even speak to each other. 

I had my hands in my lap and I was looking down at my feet trying to ignore his gaze towards me. The silence was the loudest thing you could hear. 

My head was full of thoughts I couldn't explain or let out. I felt trapped. How can I say how I feel when I don't even know what I'm feeling right now?

"Y/n"

I didn't look at him. I licked my lips trying to speak, use words but I couldn't.

"Y/n I- I'm sorry. Can we talk about what happened?"

I slowly got the courage to look up at him. I tilted my head and squinted my eyes trying to figure out if he was being serious. I felt anger rise up in my body. Why? Because.

"You want to talk? Well."

I said as I adjusted my right leg to cross over my left leg. 

"I don't want to talk. You, you lied to me."

He sat up quickly and looked at me as if I had two heads.

"I did not. Yes, I was supposed to make you fall in love with me and then leave you so you had enough courage to become queen but when you left..."

He got on the floor in front of me and look up at me. Why is everyone on their knees today?

"Y/n when you left, I was distraught. I-I didn't know what to do with myself so I set out to find you. It took me so long but I finally found you. I found you. Y/n I know this looks bad. I'm on the floor practically begging you to give me a chance but Y/n, I wouldn't come this far, a whole new country, for no reason. Y/n, everything I said, I meant it. I fell in love with you."

I raised an eyebrow at him. 

"How can I trust you. You could be here because of my mother and father"

"He's not. Trust us"

I looked up at and seen Hoseok and the rest of the boys. They all scurried behind the door again and I couldn't help but chuckle lightly. 

I looked back at Jungkook and he looked like how I liked seeing him. I reminisced the way we talked. Sweet memories.

"I told you. I'm here for you. I'll make it up to you but... I never lost feelings for you. All my feelings were and are true."

I couldn't help but smile at him. I folded my arms across my chest at him.

"I need time kook. You can't just come here and assume that everything will be okay"

He nodded at me understandingly.

"Stand up Jungkook. Just give me some time"

He stood up and he nodded. 

"Okay, time... Time"