The Red String (L Lawliet x Reader) !DISCONTINUED!

Chapter 12

~(Y/N) Pov~

I couldnt believe it, I was finally out if high school and in college now. I'm super excited but at the same time kinda nervous, I mean I have never been anywhere without liz. Its gonna feel empty now that I know we arent gonna be together till next year. "Well I need to get home" I stand up and stretch my whole body, "You dont want to stay the night?" She shakes her head. "Mom needs me to help her host a house warming or something"

I nod in understanding, I then had an annoyed face. 'Damn rich people' Liz then left, leaving me by myself with my stupid thoughts. 'Why did liz have to leave me...' Then my thoughts went to his face, the pale guys face. I started blushing a bit while imagining him right on front of me, 'Will I see him again?' I blush a bit more, imagining his pale hand hold my (s/c) wrist. I really wanted to see him again, I was wanting to make it possible.

"Light would probably get so mad though" Wait a minute. Why was I worrying about light, I'm my own person. I dont need light to control my life for me, 'All I need is dad and liz...no one else' I couldn't believe I was worrying about light being mad at me. That's when I felt my string pull on my pinky, 'I-its moving on its own...' But why? It kinda hurt my pinky a bit but I felt the need to get off the couch and go outside. So that's when I went to my dad room,

"Dad..." He looked up from his book and gave me a smile. "C-can I go outside...?" He seemed to be confused as to why I wanted to but in the end he let me go, he just told me to not stay out to late. So as I was set out to do, I was outside following my instincts. I mean I didnt know where I was going myself but I just had to trust my gut I guess. In no time I was on a familiar street, 'This..is lights street' Even if I wanted to turn back, i didnt.

I felt like i was needed at lights home i guess, it was very strange. As I got closer, my string started to pull me harder and harder. I was kinda worried by this point but I still let my string and my instincts lead me closer to light. I come to a halt, I was there at his house now. I looked at his house from the sidewalk, 'Should I still knock...?' I know I questioned myself but I still went up to his door, I was about to knock till I saw the doorknob turn.

I was shocked to see that a blonde haired girl come out, she had a gothic like dress on and did her makeup perfectly. She gave me a nice smile and left the property. I was in a bit of shock but something broke me from that, sayu. "(Y/N)? Is that you?" I look at her with a blank face, "Oh...sayu, it's just you" I see her flash me a nice smile. "What are you doing here? Are you here for light?" I didnt want light to come down so I shook my head. "Sayu, who was that girl?"

I had a fake smile on my face, kinda feeling jealous that light had a girl over at his house---besides sayu of course. "Oh that's lights girlfriend" I felt like someone shot me with an arrow, I wanted to fall down dramatically. But I still kept that smile on my face, "Oh really now" Sayu was kinda getting creeped out. "Um, you okay (y/n)?" I nod. "Sorry for bothering you, I just-" That's when i heard a familiar voice that had murder written

all over it. I froze in place, I wanted to leave but couldn't move. "Sayu, what are you doing-" He also froze in place while staring at me. Sayu was confused on what was going down, "What are you doing here (y/n)" I play along, I give him a fake pout. "How mean of you light, it's like you dont want to see my ugly face or something" I turn around still giving a fake pout, "If that's the case then I'll just leave" I then feel light grab my wrist. "Why leave? I want you over" Great.

~Time Skip~

I was up in lights room, sitting on his bed feeling a bit embarrassed. It was silent though, no one said a word. "What did sayu say to you" Seriously? You break the silence by asking that? Like, who gives a damn. I give him a fake smile, "Well she said that the blonde girl was your girlfriend" Again, I felt an arrow struck my heart. I wanted to cry some anime tears right now, this is probably just the string making me feel this way.

He was a bit surprised. "You saw her?" I nod and look away, still trying to keep a smile on my face. "(Y/N), I can explain-" I then raise my voice a bit, "Then explain light!" He was just as surprised as I was, I have never raised my voice to anyone other then liz & dad. I cover my mouth with my hand and look away towards the window. "S-sorry..." That's all i could say, there was nothing else. "I need to say she's my girlfriend, I have a plan. I'm only using her,

you dont need to be jealous" Guess he saw through me, I'm an idiot for letting my emotions show like that. I was still looking towards the window, "Your really my beautiful goddess (y/n)" I dont believe that for a second, even if I did...I wouldn't want to be with a murder but I kinda have no choice given my current situation. "Whatever you say light...whatever you say" Then I felt light sit next to me, "Look at me (y/n)" I didn't want to,

I just wanted to go home. "Please look at me" Was I jealous? Upset about the other girl? I couldn't tell what I was feeling anymore, my emotions are all over the place. I still didnt listen, I didnt want too. That's when I felt lights hand grab my chin and slowly made me look at him, he was in shock once he saw my face. For some reason I was in tears, even I didnt know what was going on. I quickly get out of his grip and tried to keep looking

out the window, "I-i want to go home..." I heard him sigh then grab my chin again, forcing me to look at him. I hated it when someone sees me cry so I try to look away, nope that didnt work. "Stop crying (y/n), I love you more then that idiotic girl. Your more important to me than anyone else, so please stop crying" Why did it have to be him saying that? Why couldnt it have been someone else. I didnt want to hear him anymore,

"I'm sorry light...I-i gotta-" I got interrupted by light kissing my lips, my eyes were wide of course. He should really tell me when he's gonna kiss me cause then I would freeze in place---wait a minute. 'Does he know I freeze!?' I swear to god i will kick his ass if he knew. It was a sincere kiss but not the one I wanted, I didnt want light to kiss me. To be honest I felt like I was eating dirt like when I was little, shut up. Dirt tastes nasty but

I liked the texture---ANYWAY. I could barely breathe do to light kissing the hell out of me, I felt him bite my lip a bit. 'Does he want to make out or something' Ha HELL NO! I will not make out with him, unless I feel or am ready too. I wasnt even ready to give out my first kiss but that ended as a fail, light is so stubborn. I give him a slight shove, this time he pulled away. "Sorry light...I need to leave" That's when I stormed out of his house and ran home.

I didnt look back or felt bad either, I was sad, confused, etc.

~Time Skip~

I was in my room, laying down. I touch my lips softly and think of light, 'I didnt want him to be my first kiss...it didnt feel right' I know he's my soulmate but the kiss just didnt feel right. I needed someone else...not light. "Goodnight (y/n)!" My dad said that across the hall, I smile a bit and quietly say, "goodnight dad..." It wasnt really a good night but, I had to pretend it was. I then started acting all derpy,

"Duh, I'm light and I'm just kill everyone whenever i feel like it" I laughed to myself and rolled over to my side. Then his face popped up again, the pale guys face. I blush a bit by the thought, 'God, will you let me see him one more time?' He probably couldn't hear me but I still asked anyway, thinking only about myself at that moment. I then felt sleep take over me, with that mans face still in my head.

Word Count: 1592

I got done with school a bit early so I had all day to work on this, hope you enjoyed this chapter! Have a donut 🍩