Lucky People 💚 Awsten Knight

Chapter Twenty: Finally Alone with her, Awsten?

The night slowly crept up on the two of us, the rain still hitting the roof. We were currently alone in the cabin, Liam's Head in my lap and a blanket covering her legs. We were watching something on Netflix, but I completely forgot what it was, since I was so focused on Liam in my lap.

She laughed and I awoke from whatever dream state I had been in. We were watching Brooklyn Nine-Nine, something just happened but I don't know what. I started playing with Liam's hair. It was soft, very silky. She held my other hand and started rubbing circles into it.

The episode suddenly ended and she turned around so that she was facing up, so that I could see her face. "That was nice." She smiled and I nodded. I was still playing with her hair. "If it stops raining tomorrow, maybe we could go do something." I suggested and she nodded.

"Yeah. Today was nice though. I like spending time alone with you." She smiled. I bent down to press a kiss on her lips. She made a small squeal but quickly kissed me back. Granted, I was very uncomfortable, with my back arched over and my neck a little crooked; but, she was kissing me and rather passionately. I felt something grow inside of me, something amazing.

I felt like she was mine, like I couldn't let go of her no matter what. She brought her hand up to touch my cheek and I felt her cold ring. Yes, she was wearing it and it felt good that she was.

She pulled away from the kiss and smiled at me. "You wanna dance?" She asked and I nodded. She was quick to get off my lap and dash upstairs. She got so excited so quickly, it was so cute. I loved her for that.

Just as fast as she went upstairs, she was back, speaker in hand. "Mmm, Taylor Swift? Maybe we can redo prom." She smiled, starting the song. I stood up and moved the couches so that we had enough space to dance. I took her hand, her cheeks red and her smile wide. She seemed to be having a good time.

She put her hand around my shoulders, and I lay mine on her waist. We started to dance, further away from each other than we were before. She pulled me closer and rested her head on my chest. We swayed to the beat, just like we did at prom.

Everything felt...right. If i closed my eyes, I felt like I would be somewhere else, somewhere in the future.

She rested her head on my chest and we swayed from side to side. Everyone else was silent, letting the two of us enjoy this moment. After all, I've been waiting for this since high school, haven't I? Why shouldn't I enjoy it?

I pulled away and spun her around slowly. She smiled, enjoying the moment as much as I did. I pulled her close again, this time her hands rested on my chest and we looked each other in the eye.

Our stare was intense, I didn't dare break it. Her lips were slightly parted, her cheeks still red. She looked flustered, she looked happy. She looked...in love.

I pressed my lips against hers again. She didn't kiss back as I let my eyes close. She kissed back slowly and I felt her balance shift a bit. She was slowly falling, I could feel it. So I took control.

I opened my eyes and checked where the couch was. If i Just back up a bit, than I would fall on the couch. Perfect.

So I did exactly that. I stumbled back and fell on the couch, Liam falling on top of me. She looked into my eyes, clearly out of breath.

She grabbed the hem of my shirt and pulled it off over my head. She kissed me again and I smiled into the kiss. The dominant side of my girlfriend was definitely the hottest thing about her.

She broke the kiss just to throw off her shirt but was quick to resume what we were doing. The kiss was more lustful, way more needy then our usual ones. It felt like she was ready, ready for me to see who she really was. To see all her scars and everything that she's hidden for years.

So I kissed her harder, more intense. Like she was my oxygen, I needed her like oxygen. I wrapped my hands around her back and unclipped her bra. She smiled into the kiss and I knew that i should continue whatever I was doing.

And then we heard the door swing open at full force. "SURPRISE MOTHER FUCKERS!" I heard Otto shout. Liam pulled away and I groaned. I helped her clip her bra back and she got up off me.

"Why. Why do you cockblock me?" I walked over to Otto and Geoff, who, along with an unnecessary cockblock, brought the rain and cold into the cabin. Geoff and Otto laughed.

"No, no this is not funny. I was going to do the do but now I'm not because of you two dickwads! You know, I'm not going to let you to fuck at all. No. Never. Never ever." I shouted. I was mad, really mad.

I groaned then punched both Otto and Geoff as hard as I could on their shoulders. "What did you even come here for?" I asked, the anger still predominant in my voice.

"We came to have a holiday and to tell you that we got signed!" Geoff shouted. I gasped and so did Liam. "You got signed?" She gasped and walked over to my side.

"We got sighed! To who?" I asked. I felt joy flood my system. Everything felt like it was falling into place. "Hopeless Records!" Otto shouted and I felt my stomach whirl with excitement. We were signed to a record label, we could finally release our music on iTunes, i could have it on my iPod, i could listen too it on Spotify. I could hear my music everywhere...it felt like we could be going somewhere.

Lima wrapped her arms around me whilst I stood still. "Awsten you got signed!" She shouted when she pulled away from me. I smiled and nodded.

"Where are they based?" I asked Geoff. "Houston. We'd have to be moving down there." His words felt like I blow to the heart. I couldn't live with her in New York? I couldn't be by her side anymore. Liam and I shared a look.

"Does that mean...?"

"Yeah." She sighed and looked to the floor. Geoff and Otto took this as a hint an left the room. "We won't be able to see each other any more." She sighed. I could feel the bulge in my throat and my heart pounding in my chest.

"Yeah. W-What are we gonna do?" She looked at me, tears in her eyes. I knew what she meant, but I didn't want to except it. I didn't want to loose her.

"No, Liam please no." I felt a lump grow bigger and bigger, then felt as tears rolled down both my cheeks. She wiped one away. "We can still Video call and text and everything! We'll be fine." She suggested. But the the cruel reality set in.

"We won't have enough time for each other. With your studies and I'll be going up and down from the studio, we won't-" I didn't want to finish my sentence. She started to cry.

"I-I know, Awsten. We're going to have to-"

"Break up." The room fell silent. I couldn't break up with her. I wouldn't allow myself too. She was my everything and if I didn't have her, something would be missing.

She nodded.

"I love you, Awsten."

"I love you, Liam."

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Last chapter bois 😭
thanks so much for reading this fic! it means a lot to me because wow I love Awsten Knight a lot lol.
special thanks to sasipoo for always reminding me to upload! love you
yeah anyways
there will be a sequel called Stupid For You and it'll be published some time next year.

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xoxo, lithiam 😘