(Aditi)
My heart was shuddered into pieces by seeing them together. But whom can I say these feelings to? No one can understand my feelings. Neither can I say these to anyone.I fake coughed to bring their attention back and looked away. Darsh's attention to me made me feel comfortable but at the same time it felt uncomfortable.
I didn't have any energy to argue with anyone. So I stayed quiet. In a few days I was discharged fr the hospital. Prakriti wasn't talking to me at all but I guess I know the reason.
Again, the stair case of the known mansion didn't support me. I fell in the hands of Darshan straightaway. Our eyes locked for a moment and my eyes trailed to his lips. I forced the idea of kissing him at the back of my head. Too faraway baby. I awkwardly got up from his hands but still he held me close to him as if ... If he didn't hold me then I would break. Our faces were just really close but Netra didi broke the romantic trance... Actually one-sided romantic trance. I don't know if he gets the slightest of the feelings that I get near him.
I licked my lips which had turned dry due to extreme nervousness and looked at her. Her eyes clearly showed anger for me. The anger was for not obeying her. If I said a single 'yes'... I don't know what she might have done. She could have destroyed any life to man my life. Yeah! She is such a destroyer.
I went into my room and sat there near the window. A tear drop or two rolled down my eyes as I thought that in a day or two... He would be someone else's. I never stopped them. Let them flow out today.
In a moment or two, my door clicked open and emerged in Netra didi. "So... What was going on in ur mind?", she asked. "What?", I innocently asked. "Don't say that u didn't want to kiss him..", she said. "N..n..no", I replied nervously. "I don't know if I were not there then... I guess u guys could have...", she didn't say next. "It's nothing like that... Even if u were not there, he would have jerked me off because he doesn't love me..", I said with a stone in my heart. "Girl!! When r u going to understand? He loves u more than anyone else... He stays by you every time when anything happens to u.. And u r saying he doesn't love you..", she lectured me. "okay... Even if he loves me... He doesn't realize it... So what is the point? He thinks that he loves Prakriti.. So let him think that and stay happy..", now I retaliated. "Aditi... U r destroying lives... Darshan loves u and is getting married to Prakriti.. Here Darsh , urs and Prak's lives are on stake... U can save them.. But u aren't!", she scolded me. I looked down with shy eyes.
"She is right!", I heard a voice from behind. Prak. "no.. It isn't good... It is .. Not correct..", I muttered. She came to me and placed a really hard slap on my face. "Do u fucking know what is right?", she asked and I looked down. "It will be right when u accept that Darsh loves you mad!", she lectured me. Getting no response from me, she went out saying, "Now.. I ave to do everything.."
Destruction is on the way!!
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