Benefits

SEVEN

"Hobi..."Yoongi whined, his neck covered in hickeys.
"Shh."Hoseok mumbled, biting down again.
"Hobi...Hobi stop."Yoongi finally shoved him away lightly.
"The hell?"Hoseok looked at him.
"Hoseok..."He paused, choking up a little. "I can't do this anymore..."Yoongi looked up at him. "I can't...I can't sleep with you. It's...it's getting old, sleeping with your best friend just to get high...it's not as fun as it used to be..."
"Yoongi, you're not making sense."
"I am making sense, you just don't wanna listen to me."Yoongi gulped. "It's over. Whatever we had...it can't continue. Especially not now that you're dating someone. I...It hurts, okay?It hurts me to do this because I never know what's gonna happen or when we're gonna give up and I'm so scared that you'll get bored of me. So I'm ending it. Tonight."Yoongi shifted away from him.
"Yoongi, you're being stupid."Hoseok pulled him back in again.
Yoongi couldn't say anything as Hoseok kissed him roughly again.
So, Yoongi just melted again.
He became putty in Hoseok's hands, and let everything else just happen.

Yoongi woke up with a sigh, and he looked at his hands.
This was stupid.
He tried to set himself free and he just gave in again.
What were you thinking?
He hasn't heard the voices in months.
Of course he doesn't care if you want out!
Yoongi wiped whatever tears tried to fall.
Honestly, he wasn't sure what to do.
He wanted to end it for the sake of Hoseok's relationship but...at the same time he just wants this more than anything.
He'll never have Hoseok so he'll enjoy their meaningless sex.
At least, it's meaningless on Hoseok's part.
Yoongi still loves Hoseok with all he's got.
It doesn't natter though.
Besides.

Who needs to know?