Benefits

TEN

"Wow."Yoongi did it again.
He couldn't function correctly without weed.
So he ended up in bed with Hoseok again.
"Shit, baby."Hoseok was exhausted.
Yoongi caught his breath, and reality sunk back into him.
He shot up, looking pretty regretful. "Oh fuck. This wasn't supposed to happen!"
Hoseok glanced at him. "Well, 's not like you hated it."
Yoongi quickly made work of finding his clothes, guilt and regret washing over him.
"Fuck...Hoseok I'm so fucking sorry."
"Calm down, you're the only one upset. Why are you upset?"
"Because I love you!"Yoongi wiped his tears roughly. "I've loved you for years...I was too late. The day you introduced me to her...I was gonna tell you. I was too late..."
"Yoon, I don't swing that way."
Yoongi sighed shakily. "I know. I just had hope that we weren't just...fucking around for nothin'...but we were, right?Mr. Straight Guy decided to fuck his openly gay best friend. You knew there was a chance I'd catch feelings cause you're not exactly a bad lookin guy. You got a great personality and a great body, of course I'd end up fallin' for ya...you knew you were my type."Yoongi sighed as he pulled his shirt on.
"Look, it wasn't my intention to lead you on just—come back to bed."
"No Hoseok. I don't wanna lay next to you in bed after we had sex. It makes this whole thing feel...domestic?Is that the right word?"
"We can figure it out later."Hoseok groaned, tugging Yoongi's arm.
"I'm sorry..."Yoongi tugged his arm away.
He finished getting changed, and slipped his shoes on.
He was horribly aware that he just nade everything 10 times worse than it had to be.

He keeps fucking things up.