The killer bunny

sibling rivalry

I'm so embarrassed to
1. Write this
2. Publish it
I apologize. Forgive me for my sins and burn me in hell☹. Not the best chapter but it's almost 11 at night and I get up at like.....4:30 in the morning  to get ready for school so....sorry. this is gonna be shit.......😖😖😖😖

Previously:
Closest
"Closest to what?" Jin asked horrified. "Jungkook?" I stared at the words engraved into my lover. I muttered only one word. The one name I had forbidden myself to ever say again: "Minjae..."

"Y-Your brother?"

"Not for long." I got up and immediately grabbed guns and started loading them. "Jungkook.." I continued loading the guns. "Jungkook." I let his words flow by my ears as thoughts of revenge flooded my mind. "JEON FUCKING JUNGKOOK!" I looked up a little shook (jungshook). "Look...Jungkook..I know that you're mad. I know you want to rip your brother limb from limb and then burn his remains. But he needs you right now." I looked and saw that he was pointing at Tae. "He needs you here to protect him, to care for him...to love him." By now tears brimmed my eyes. I nodded and walked over and scooped up my lover. I was holding my whole life in my hands. I carried him as gently as I could. I didnt want to cause him anymore pain. I laid him down and sat in the chair beside the bed, holding his hand. Jin and I sat in silence for what felt like hours. In reality it was only 15 minutes. "Minjae was always jealous."
"What?" I chuckled.
"Yeah..he always tortured me. Tried to drown me four times too." I started chuckling recalling the memories. Then my smile turned cold and dangerous. "But when it came to Tae....he wanted him just as much as I did. But I......I finally won over something he wanted." Jin looked at me.....I could feel his curious eyes. I decided to continue. "But when I killed appa and eomma....he hated me. I tried to kill him but.." I started choking on tears. Jin rushed over and rested his hand on my shoulder. I found the confidence to keep going. " but he was all that was left other than Tae....he was my brother.. what a fucking mistake." I looked at Tae then I met eyes with Jin. "And now my most prized possession is on danger. And I will not hesitate to kill him or anyone else. I will do whatever it takes to protect what's MINE.....whatever it takes.." I  continued to repeat it in my mind. Then I fell asleep. When I woke back up Jin had left but he placed a blanket over me before he had gone. My vision wavered to MY baby. He was now rolled over and snuggling my arm, holding my hand. I smiled and took of my shirt and pants. Leaving me in just my boxers. I moved Tae over ever so carefully so I could lay down. When I got settled in Tae snuggled closer. His head in my chest and his hands curled up against his chin. I hugged him and pulled him closer. "Whatever it takes..." I closed my eyes and went to sleep.

Next thing I know I feel a warm hand slide up and down my abdomen. From my v line all the way up. Feeling me. The hand ventured to my ear. The gracefull fingers danced around the top of my ear; tingles running down my back.

(idk why but tingles just makes me cringe. Also reminds me of the 'Peter Tingle').

I knew then that it was Tae because he always did this when he was scared or restless. Without opening my eyes, I slowly grabbed his hand and placed it on my chest, over my heart. My heartbeat always calms him down and it reassures him that I'm still here. His hand stayed there, rubbing small circles. Then it went back down to my stomach, running over my abs. It shot back up, shaking. Tae has a thing for muscles in case you cant tell. I let the hand go to my side. . I turned in the direction of him and the hands traveled to my neck. He pulled me closer until I felt lips touch mine. Our lips moved in sync and when i swiped my tounge across his bottom lip for entrance he complied. He pulled away. I groaned because I was starting to get a 'problem'. "Aww did that wake you?" He said with a smirk. But I could see past that smirk. Terror filled his eyes and soon, so did tears. I pulled him closer as he cried into my chest, I completely ignored everything down below. I glanced at the clock behind him. 11:45. "Nightmare?" He nodded still crying. I rubbed his back and whispered sweet nothings into his ear in hopes of calming him down. In a matter of minutes all that that was heard was slow breathing and occasional sniffles. He's asleep.  Whatever happened scared him silly.  It made me want to protect him even more. "I wont let it happen again Tae. I promise you that." He slowly shifted towards me. It was 3:00 am before Tae was up again. "Kookie?"
"Yes Tae?"
"You cant sleep can you?"
"No." He crawled up on my chest and laid his head on his arms. "I can help." I opened my eyes. He was looking so innocent. But damn was he far from it. I closed my eyes and nodded. He sat up and he was now straddling me. Usually he would just hum and run his hands through my hair so I was a little confused.  He began to move his hips. I groaned. "Mmnn..fuck..baby.." he leaned down and kissed me. I deepened this kiss and once I won there was no stopping. I slowly sat up, resting my hand on Tae's back. I pressed him closer and he gasped. I flipped us over, and now I was on top; hovering over him. "...you shouldn't have done that." I leaned down and captured his lips. My kisses trailed down his neck and his moans filled the room.