The Cheating game

The truth about Cassie.. and Tom

*Alicia*
Zac lifts me up in his strong arms. "Are you sure about this baby ? I don't want it to just be you acting out over Tom".

I snuggle into him, kissing his neck softly at the spot I know he loves the most. "I am sure Zac.. I have missed you.. Tom just.. momentarily got in the way".

"Well.. I do not believe you completely.. but I never were able to resist you". He shrug slightly as he carries me to the bed.

As he lay me gently down, he stand up and pull of his clothes except for his boxers, before crawling up beside me. My hand slide up his chest. "Damn Zac, you really bulked up since last I saw you".

"Hmm". His arms slide around me and pull me closer, almost on top of him. "Not only physically.. mentally to.. I listened to you.. finally".

I had told him he needed help.. he needed to learn to love himself and not only help others. Yeah, I guess it takes one to know one.. but I am happy he got help. "I am proud of you.. and it suits you".

"Thanks baby.. your opinion might be the one that.. matters most to me". He lifts his hand to gently caress my cheek. "I'm sorry.. sorry I wasn't man enough to step up and.. be serious.. to admit my feelings.. seeing you with him.. I thought I blew it.. that I was to late".

"No.. not too late.. never too late". I feel the tears threaten to escape my eyes. "You have always been my safe place in a scary world".

He flips me under him, looking down at me with a warm smile. "Good.. because this time I am not letting you go.. I am ready to stick it out and be there.. in whatever form you need and want me".

"Zac.. stop making me cry in bed.. it's not very.. sexy". I smile through the tears I couldn't hold back.. I know he means it.. I know he will always be there for me.

Seeing him hovering over me like that, his strong body.. it's probably the most sexy thing ever, and I can't keep my hands from caressing him.

He smiles softly. "Whatever you need baby".

"Right now I need you to make me feel wanted.. to make me feel needed.. to make me feel good.. to make me ..feel". I wind my hands around his neck and pull him down to kiss him deeply.

And he do all that.. he kisses and caress my body, all soft touches and passion. He knows me so Well and plays me like a finely tuned instrument.. he is literally worshipping my body for what seems like hours, sending me into a state of near constant orgasm.

When he finally slip off his boxers and slide himself on top of me, and into me, it's like we melt together.. moving as one. It is sweaty, heated, passionate and at the same time.. soft and caring.. it is everything I needed.

He whispers my name softly again and again, resting his forehead against mine as he finds his own release. A soft sob escaping him, making me fold my arms and legs around him. "It's okay.. it's all going to be okay".

"I know.. I just got.. overwhelmed for a moment". He rolls on his side, pulling my with him, so we are nose to nose, totally entwined with each other.

*Zac*
I breathe in deeply.. that had been.. amazing.. mind blowing.. overwhelming.. even better than I remembered.. probably because I am in much better place now.

Holding her tightly, I softly stroke her back. I really hope she will let me prove that I am a new man.. that I am more mature now and ready to be there.. for real this time. I know she has some problems, and I know she needs help getting over some stuff.. I know why Tom could ensnare her.. but that.. the controlling.. it's not what she needs.. and I truly hope he is ready to let her go.. but I understand if he isn't.

"I think you should close those beautiful eyes and get some sleep baby". I press a soft kiss to her forehead. "I'll be here all night.. I'll be here for as long as you want me to.. no as long as you need me to.. even if you don't want me to".

"I.. there is one think I need to do". She sigh. "I need to call my sister.. I need to know the truth about her and Tom".

I pull back a bit to look at her. "Are you sure baby ? I mean.. are you ready to hear the truth no matter what ?"

She nod. "Yeah.. I got you to catch me if I fall".

"Always baby.. always". To be honest I have heard some rumours.. but probably best she hear it from the source.

She makes the call, talking to her sister for about 10 minutes. I watch her, gently rubbing her back. Honestly I still want to kick Tom's ass for what he did to her. But I feel that what Tom really needs might be help.. that he has some demons of his own.

When she hang up, she let herself drop back down on the bed, staring at the ceiling. I let my fingers trace patterns on her stomach. "So.. what did Cass say ?"

"What I expected.. her and Tom.. they started a relationship when they started filming the movie.. apparently it was all hot and heavy.. to heavy for Cass.. she said she realised Tom was.. troubled.. and she broke it off..he went away for a weekend and came back with that girlfriend of his.. Cass through he had moved on.. but he kept begging her for another chance until they were done filming the movie". Her feelings are really hard to read.

"And.. how do you feel about this ?" I mean I find it a bit weird, first being with one sister.. then the other.

She takes my hand entwining our fingers. "It's weird.. in some way I am relieved.. it kind of makes sense of a lot of things.. but on the other hand it kinda creeps me out.. I don't think Tom ever wanted me.. he wanted my sister.. I was just the.. stand in".

"I am sorry baby". I pull her into me. "Tom is.. a troubled man.. he don't deserve you.. he don't deserve any of you right now".

She just snuggle into my arms and I pull the blanket around us, holding her till she sleeps, promising myself to never let go.