The Cheating game

Having that talk

*Cassidy*
  "And now we need to talk Tom". I roll onto my stomach and prop myself up on my elbows looking at him.. the immediate needs are taken care of.. now to the hard part.

Tom put his hands behind his head and look up at me.. calm resolution in his eyes. "Okay darling..what do you want to talk about ?"

"What happened Tom.. all of it..we can't just pretend the last year haven't happened.. we can't pretend like you didn't fuck my sister.. or that you did not spin out of control". I look at him for an reaction.

He sit up and pull the duvet over his legs and crotch as he nod slowly. "I wish we could..no I wish I could turn back time and make the right choice from the beginning.. do right to you and get the help I needed".

"But you can't Tom..you really broke my heart back then.. and my sister... seriously ?" I am looking down at my hands.

He move closer, so he can catch my eyes with his. "I am truly sorry about what I did with Alli..I panicked and thought I could somehow make her you.. I regret it so much.. and I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me".

"I am so happy that Zac was there to pick her up after you broke her". I am biting my lip. "She did right in choosing him in the end".

Tom reach out to caress my cheek. "As much as I hate to admit it.. she did.. to be honest he was the better man.. both for her and in general.. I am happy to see that they are doing well together".

"Well Zac is the best guy there is..I will always love him and he is my best friend.. unfortunately he loves my sister.. so I guess I am stuck with you". I tell him with a wink.

"I guess I deserve that". He sigh. "But you are right.. you deserve the best.. you deserve perfection and I will strive to be the best.. for you".

I reach up, folding my hand around his neck and pulling him down to kiss him softly. "You don't need to be perfect Tom.. or to try and be Zac.. it's you I want.. but I want to know that I can trust you.. always".

"I swear to alway be true to you.. even with the hard things". He slide down so we are lying close together, our noses practically touching. "I would perish if I ever lost you again".

"There is one more thing Tom.. I am okay with your little.. games and I don't mind a slap or two on my ass in the heat of passion.. but never again cause me pain are try to dominate me outside the bedroom.. I will not accept it". I look into his eyes holding his gaze.

He nods. "I.. I know I lost control of that part of me.. I understand why now.. and it won't happen again.. if I ever push you limit tell me and I will go back into therapy okay ?"

"Sound sensible". I can't deny that I feel relieved.. I mean I love being playful and adventures in the bedroom, but I do not like actual pain and I do not want a man to tell me what to do and when.

His hand caress my hip and waist softly, then it slip around to my lower back and slide down on my ass, I know it is coming, but I still jump slightly at the slap.. it isn't painful.. more a tickling warm sensation.

"These..". He plants one more on my other bun. "These are allowed .. yes ?"

I fold my leg over his waist, pulling myself into him. "Oh yeah.. those are very much allowed.. those will get you.. places".

He laughs, rolling down on his back, pulling me on top of him. His hands gripping my waist as his eyes burn into mine. "I might even let you take control again.. sometimes".

"Oh are you saying that". I grin down at him.

He lights up in the most brilliant smile, pulling me into his arms and flushed against hi . "Yes I am saying that.. because I am never letting you go again.. you are mine and I am yours".

"Good, that's all I wanted to hear.. but if you don't keep your promises this time Tom.. Well I am not answering for my actions". I try to look at him sternly.

He grin and kiss me on my nose. "Well apparently there will be a line.. cause Zac already threatened me if I hurt you".

I snuggle into him, sighing contently and it isn't long before she feel myself Being pulled of to a sound sleep..sleeping better than I have done in a long time.