Its been 3 months since Ken and Leo became a couple and things have been hectic. VIXX came back with their song ‘ERROR’ and have barely been able to rest. However that didn’t seem to be a problem for both Ken and Leo, sneaking in kisses and being affectionate whenever they could and trying to do this unnoticed, but N noticed. He always noticed. And he didn’t like it.
As much as he was happy for the couple they always made him feel lonely. He wanted what they had, he wanted to be loved the way Leo loved Ken.
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It was a normal day for vixx, they had a performance at M Countdown performing their comeback song ‘ERROR’ which meant they had to be up early. So as usual N had woken up before the others.
Once he had become a little more conscious and refreshed he went to wake up the rest of vixx. Walking into the first room he was greeted with the sight of a snoring Ravi and a peaceful Hyuk, N sighed ‘poor Hyuk’ he thought, he had to put up with Ravi’s snoring throughout the night, he already had little sleep with their schedules so this probably didn’t help.
“RIGHT” N shouted as he walked in and opened the curtains, Hyuk immediately jolted awake and squinted his eyes as the light streamed in.
“Get up hyukkie, we have to be at M countdown in less than two hours” Hyuk sighed and nodded his head, getting out of bed he ran to the toilet, N smiled ‘aigoo that cute little maknae’ he thought. Then he looked at Ravi and rolled his eyes, obviously his shouting and the light streaming in did nothing to get him out of his slumber, so with a yank of the bed covers he once again shouted “YAH RAVI GET UP BEFORE I THROW WATER ON YOU!” this time Ravi stirred a little but still made no signs of waking up. N shook his head and walked out of the room, a few moments later he walked back in but this time his hands were occupied with holding a bucket of cold water.
“Fine then Kim Wonsik, if this is how you want to play, this is how we will play!” N tipped over the bucket of water and it landed on Ravi, this time he jolted awake and screamed, the freezing water shocking him into consciousness.
“YAH!! N hyung why did you do that?” he asked once he realised fully what had just happened
“Because you wouldn’t wake up, now get out of bed we have less than two hours until we have to leave!” and with that N walked out of the room. He wasn’t going to admit it but he thought that Ravi looked quite cute when he had woken up, not fully understanding what happened, but he brushed that thought out of his head, and decided it was nothing to be thinking about.
N was about to wake Hongbin up but he was surprised to see that he was already up and on his way to the bathroom, he looked at him in confusion and Hongbin laughed
“I heard you waking Ravi hyung up and it woke me up too” N nodded and smiled at him, then he turned around and headed towards the last room to wake up Leo and Ken, or the Keo couple as he now referred to them as. His hand rested on the door knob and he sighed, hoping that the two were already awake, he hated having to wake up the two lovebirds because they always seemed to be very cute and mushy in the morning and it made him feel something he hadn’t really felt before, many would call it jealousy but N was too proud to call himself jealous.
With a push of the door he walked into the dark room, the pair seemed to be sound asleep, Leo had his arms wrapped around Ken, who had his head rested in the crook of Leo’s neck, they looked so cute, N cooed at the sight and quickly fished out his phone, snapping a picture so that he could tease them about it later.
As much as he found the sight adorable he always had thoughts about what it would have been like if that was him, he wanted to look cute with someone, and act like a proper couple, and whenever he thought about who that someone could be there was only one person who came into mind… but N quickly brushed that thought aside ‘I shouldn’t be thinking this, im supposed to be the strong leader of vixx!’ he thought and with a shake of his head he opened the curtains of the room and shouted
