Love Potion (leotello)

Jealousy?

"Do you have feeling for Donnie..?"

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~Leo's POV~

"Wha-what?" I asked, my mouth getting dry. Was I hearing right? Or am I hearing things?!

"You heard me," Raph said, sounding impatient, "just answer the question. It's not that hard."

I didn't even know myself. I did feel some what different towards Donnie. But was it love? I get all blushy around him..but did I really want to tell him that.?

No.

I didn't. So I try avoiding his question. "How's you crush on Mikey going?"

He makes a weird noise. But glares at me. "I didn't bring you here to ask me questions. This is all about you.." Raph points to me.

I say nothing. He looks at me and I look at the floor. "It's okay if you like him..you know. You supported me when I told you about Mikey and I'll support you.."

He reaches over to me as a way to show comfort. But I push him away. He usually doesn't do things like this. And when he does it's weird for everyone. Raph looks at me with a confused face. But doesn't try again. He starts to walk out before he says, "If you need someone to talk to about..Donnie, I'm here you know?"

When I see him leave, I slowly and cautiously make it out of his room into the living room where I see Mikey. With no one. "Hey Mikey. You seen Raph?"

"I think I heard him heading towards the Dojo." Mikey managed to say, while stuffing his face with what looked like marshmallows.

I just walk away towards the lab where I assumed Donnie would be. And I was right. He was standing with his back facing me, and writing something on a long sheet of paper. His chair was on the other side of the room and he was bent over trying to reach something's that he dropped on the floor. I couldn't help but blush at the sight, and I didn't catch myself staring at his rear end. But someone did..

"Leo..?"

It took me a while to realize Donnie had gotten up and was starting right at me. It seemed like hours passed by before he looked away blushing. "Leo..do you need something..?" He managed to say with a shy tone.

I was too flustered and just stared at him. And I was starting to like it. Just me and him. It gave me a gushy warm feeling. And it was a feeling I wanted to experience more often. Before I could answer Donnie's previous question, Mikey walked in interrupting this moment of ours. It angered me a bit, but I hid it well. "D! I think I'm coming down with something!"

With this sudden outburst, Donnie was distracted and went to assist Mikey. I knew it was implied that I should leave, but I couldn't help but feel something new. A feeling I usually never experience and the one I hate the most..

Jealousy....

I hate how caring he is for everyone.. and I just can't help seeing his attention on someone else. I know I've never had these feeling before, but god dammit It just infuriates me. This is definitely new for me. And I plan to keep this a secret from everyone as long as I can. Just as I'm done thinking to myself, Donnie is done helping Mikey. "From my observation's I can conclude that you are not suffering from a fever. You just have a simple headache. If you'd like I'll take you to bed to lie down."

Mikey quickly nods, and as they're walking out I yell, "DONNIE I WANNA TALK TO YOU..!!"

(Side note) 

It was my birthday :>