I SEE IT, I LIKE IT (finished)

LXXXIV

[Messages between Shawn and Ariana]

Shawn: Ari....

Shawn.. I am so so sorry!! I am so ashamed of myself, I wish I could take it back :Ariana

Shawn: I don't know what to say, but I just want to know why. Wasn't I nice enough, or pretty, or wasn't I a good kisser? Just tell me.. it makes me so insecure...

Shawn noo! You are so amazing! It was a stupid fault... :Ariana
I understand why you are mad, I mad too, I hate myself. :Ariana
God, can I please come over? :Ariana

Shawn: tbh I don't want you around right now.
Shawn: so, what did you two do?

Shawn.... I can't tell you that :Ariana

Shawn: so I can just assume the worst? Like you two fucked?? While you were with me.
Shawn: just tell me, I am already sad, I just want you to be honest.

Okay, I went to his place and then we were hanging out but then we just started to get really close and then he kissed me. :Ariana

Shawn: and...?
Shawn: there's more, I feel it

Yes. I slept with him. :Ariana

Shawn: yea
Shawn: well that's amazing

I'm sorry, I really am. :Ariana

Shawn: I am just going to leave now
Shawn: I am not in the mood for talking, especially with you

I can't apologise enough. :Ariana