WAYWARD 2: PERVERSE (Discontinued)

four

I was welcomed with smoke and the smell of puke. I nearly vomited myself but I had to focus on finding Luke.

(A/n: this is supposed to be an emotional chapter but I couldn't stop laughing BC finding luke reminds me of finding daniel then finding nemo OK I'm so done with myself rn I'm not even funny.)

My eyes crossed the room only to see him. He was there, sitting on a bar stool but...there was..there was a bimbo straddling his lap.

I felt my own blood circle the drain and out of my body.

I know he wouldn't do this to me but I'm already seeing it with my own eyes, I couldn't lie to myself now. It feels like my soul is being stepped on. My body feels so hot and I'm burning up and I just couldn't control my emotions, I wanted to cry again but I know that I couldn't. Not now.

Should I go and confront him? Explain to him? Make him listen? Or should I just leave?

I swallowed a lump on my throat and made my way to the bar counter, finding a seat just two seats away from Luke and the girl.

I tried to keep it cool, like I'm not there, like they didn't mutter.

"Let me take you to my place tonight-" I heard Luke mutter under his breathe,

Images of them doing god knows what on our bed back in our flat flashes thru my mind and I had to shake my head just to clear them out.

I rang the counter bell that was in front of me.

"Where's the bartender when you need one" I mumbled.

I pretended that I was looking around only to take a glance on what the bimbo and Luke was doing and I wished that I hadn't.

Luke was all over her, he was kissing her neck and now his tongue is down her throat, I couldn't believe it, is he doing this on purpose? There is no way in hell that he didn't see me coming.

I know he has the right to be mad and rage but not like this, he didn't even tell me that were over, he just left.

I only made one mistake. One. And he couldn't forgive me? While I was the one who always suffered when we have our fights. I can't believe him!

I tapped the bell again, this time harsher.

"Chill your titties lady!" The girl who was straddling Luke's lap exclaimed rolling her eyes,

I gave him a glare making her back off.

He wiped her lips and I couldn't feel more disgusted. Seriously? Right in front of me?

The girl went inside the counter and tied an apron around her waist and made her way to face me.

"What could I get you?"

"Give me something strong, with one shot I could just forget everything!" I answered back.

She laughed, "Rough day?"

"Rough life!"

She gave me a shot of I don't know what and I drank it all in one go, feeling the alcohol burn my esophagus and down my stomach, it tasted bitter and I never had one of these before, the strongest one I had was vodka and what kind of alcohol Calum spiked in the punch last time.

"Can I get one more?" I asked,

And instantly the girl who I assumed was named Vira, says her in her name tag by the way, gave me another shot.

Luke hates it when I'm drinking, I'm teasing him to talk to me. I won't stop drinking what this girl is giving me until he talks to me.

He was just sitting there quietly, I don't even know if he'd awake or asleep but he was just...there.

After at least 3 shots I can feel my head being heavy and I just feel really hot, like my face is burning up.

I decided to remove my coat and sat it beside me, I wasn't wearing anything special underneath only a tank top that I didn't know that it showed so much of my cleavage.

After a while, a guy maybe 3 years older than me sat beside me, he was wearing a business attire.

He was holding his coat with one hand together with his clutch and the other was loosening the neck tie he was wearing. He nodded and smiled at me, I was intimidated so I smiled back.

"Vira, can I get a glass of bourbon over here?" His voice was deep and there was a British accent right there somewhere, "No ice." He added, he looked back again to me and that's when I realize that I was staring at him the whole time, I was drooling.

I looked away, drinking away my fourth shot.

"I haven't seen you here before-" He exclaimed and I looked at him again,

"Me?"

He smiled, "Yeah, you"

"Oh that's because I don't live anymore and its because this is my first time here" I don't even know what I'm saying,

He laughed, "What brings you here?"

"I don't really know actually, I was here to talk to my boyfriend but he seems to be preoccupied with something else-"

"Yeah? What happened?"

"I was in this sorority-"

"Oh so you're a college girl?" He cuts me off,

"Yeah and I was-" before I could finish what I was saying I felt someone grab my wrist and drag me out of the bar.