WAYWARD 2: PERVERSE (Discontinued)

twelve

"Can you believe it?!" I whined, "We've been in 12 apartments and not one of them is inhabitable!" I ruffled my hair in frustration.

"You have to be patient" Calum chuckled.

I nodded, "We have 2 more places to check, I hope those two will be better than the others"

"We'll see-"

*

"Cal-" I whined as soon as we left the last apartment,

"Did you see those rats? Its bigger than cats, Jesus! That scared the shit out of me!!"

"What now?!" I slumped myself on the sidewalk and let the air make a mess of my hair.

"Well, you could always live with me in the frat house!" He chuckled.

I rolled my eyes playfully, "Not a good idea"

"Yeah, Luke will kill me."

"Stop! Let's not talk about him-" I groaned.

He sighed, "You know you have to fix the problem between him sooner or later"

"What's left to fix? He told me he doesn't want to see me again" Flashbacks of that day started to flood my mind.

I shook my head.

"And you believe him? He doesn't mean it you know that."

I smiled, "I don't know."

Luke's P.O.V

Fuck!

My head was spinning as I cross the room, tossing my beer can on the trash can and it missed.

Fuck!

My life is a joke. A total fucking joke.

All I do is get drunk and sleep around. I can't think of a fucking legit reason to even continue living.

Scott. Phoebe Scott.

Why did I ever let you go?

I pulled my hair as I groan.

I look horrible, I feel horrible.

I'm a dead man inside.

I changed into my clothes not knowing if it is clean or what. I grabbed a shirt from the bed and wore it on my head.

I drink another sip from my new beer can and headed my way out.

When I started the car and strolled my way to the streets, the sky was gloomy and dull, like it was lifeless.

I took a deep breath and I just noticed how tired I was.

I obviously lost a lot of weight and my eyes remained blood shot.

I'm always just up all night thinking of how stupid I was, how wrong I was and a lot more things that made me want to die as my heart shrinks and my lungs collapse.

I'm going insane.

Today, I summed up all the courage in my body. I need to see her, talk to her.

She still loves me right? She will still take me back and we will just continue and move on with our lives. At least that's what I tell myself.

I tried calling Amanda to ask her if she knows where Scott is but she wasn't answering her phone, same does Ashton, it goes straight to his voice mail.

I fucking look pathetic, running after a girl.

I've been in a lot of relationships but not like this..it like, I'm under some kind of fucking spell. I know I just can't forget her like that, I loved her.

I don't know where to fucking go or where she is.

Michael. Michael can call her and ask her where she is!

Yes! Michael fucking Clifford can help my sorry ass.

Phoebe's P.O.V

"Hello?" I exclaimed,

"Phoebs where are you?" Michael asked on the other line.

"I'm at this gazebo thing in a park downtown. Why? Are you going to-"

"No, nothing. Never mind, bye!" And just like that he ended the call.

Why would Michael call me all of a sudden and hang up just like that?

Luke's P.O.V

"So, what the fuck did she say?" I exclaimed, "Where is she??"

"I hang up as soon as she told me where she-"

"I don't need the sappy stories, Clifford. Where is she?" I focused myself on driving.

"She says she's at the park downtown, in one of the gazebos. Do you know where that is?"

"Yeah."

Phoebe's P.O.V

"Cal, why are you so nice to me?" I tilted my head to the side to fully see his face.

He chuckled, "Because I like you-"

"No, no. Besides that reason"

"Do you want to drink coffee?"

I laughed, "Don't change the subject! I like where we are right now!" I smiled,

The wind was really cold and I was thankful that I wore a scarf. I can really feel Christmas.

The snow stopped now and its just really relaxing. The view in the gazebo where were at is beautiful. Christmas lights were everywhere and buildings and houses were surrounded with snow, it really felt serene.

I know that I should feel bad for what's happening with my life and for not finding an apartment but with what I'm seeing right now I can't help but smile.

"Tell me!" I insisted giggling.

"Well, I really liked you the first time I saw you-"

"Yeah, I remember that day. In the theater. You were checking my ass out" I teased.

"Hey!" He scowled and I laughed once more.

"You're really pretty." He exclaimed, staring at my lips and then back to my eyes.

"I-"

Before I could say a word, I felt his lips on mine when suddenly-

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