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by 00fsies

by 00fsies

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On the way home I thought of how fluttery Aidan makes me. How I'd just met this boy and yet, he had me lured in. I had a boyfriend, how can I think these things. I keep forcing those thoughts upon my subconscious, before I end up thinking too hard about Aidan.

I thank the Uber driver, as he pulls up to my house.

As I walk up the front steps I notice the rain gutter getting rusty and leaky, another thing that needs fixed in the bent-out of shape place. I unlock the door and head up to my room, mom isn't home as usual. I take out a blank canvas stored in my closet. Painting and drawing is one of the things that just make me feel calm, I can display my thoughts or feelings on paper, if I really need to, it empowers me and helps me get through a lot.

I gather up my supplies and start with a small sketch of a rose, before moving on to the vibrant watercolor paint.

Suddenly I hear the doorbell ring. Why does someone always want to interrupt when I'm home alone? I trek downstairs and look through the peephole.

None other than Demitri, my boyfriend is standing in front of the door, waiting to be let in, with his jaw tightly clenched. I unlock the door.

"Demitri I-" I don't even get my sentence out before I'm slammed against the wall, his hands securing my wrists tightly in his grip, so there's no escape. He looks furious and I have no idea, but I'm genuinely scared.

His lips brush past my ear. "So you wanna have play dates with other guys while I'm not around huh?!" He whispers through his teeth, angrily. How does he know about Aidan??

"But Demitri," I try to explain, he gives me a hard glare.

"Shut the fuck up!" He yells at me, before angrily smashing his lips against mine. I try to pull away and tell him to stop but he doesn't listen, as he squeezes my breast in his hand.

He pulls away and looks straight into my eyes, with the most evil smirk I've ever seen him pull.

"You are mine! Don't fucking forget that, dumb bitch." He sneers, before he walks out and slams the front door. I slide down the wall as a tear slips down my cheek. How has my life come to this? My tears turn into sobs and I start to run out of breath so I force myself not to cry.

• • •

It's been 2 days since Demitri came to my house. I've been in bed the whole time and haven't bothered to do anything, I even called off work, as dramatic as I sound. I can't let this bring me down, I decide, and make my way towards the shower.

After my shower I casually eat breakfast in my towel. I want to call Aidan but I'm scared to. I don't know how Demitri found out I even knew Aidan, in the first place. I'm worried he knows and can find out more than I'd think. Aidan had called me a couple times throughout the past couple days but I just ignore the calls. I have to break contact with him.

As I look up from my cereal bowl, Demitri stands before me.

"H-how did you get in..?" I stutter. He holds up the spare key that I keep under the doormat and smirks. Why did I have to be stupid enough to put the key there??

He doesn't even let me speak before he's kissing me, this feels deja vu. I tense and don't move, but he frustratedly bites my lip so I have no choice but to give in. He carries me to the bedroom and strips away our clothing. I lay on the bed, emotionless, as he rolls a condom on his 6 inch boner, and slides inside of me.

He thrusts Into me very forcefully and sloppily to the point where it just feels uncomfortable.

His groans fill the room before he comes undone and plops beside me, as I lay there still emotionless. He completely ignored the fact that I didn't even get to cum. After a few minutes of silence, he puts on his clothes and walks out, I hear the front door slam.

I fucking hate this.

Chapter is short because I'm tired, lol.
Written October 19, 2019, 2:42 am.

Your love is like a rose, it's beautiful, you can't give it to just anyone. ~Unknown