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Seenzoned

Sad version 'to. Type ko lang maging emo. Ang saklap ng buhay.

Seenzoned
November 4, 2014

I bit my lip in confusion

As my hands were shaking like hell

I was in undeniable frustration

Whether you'd say 'hi' to me, I couldn't tell

'Hey,' I sent it with a smile

And my chest pounded in fright

I knew it would take a while

But I wanted your reply to be in my sight

I fiddled with my pen

As my brows creased

I counted from one to ten

And mumbled, "Say hi, please!"

However, hours passed

And still you didn't reply

I was tired of waiting

So I thought of saying goodbye

I gathered up my courage

Pressed enter and tried to catch my breath

'Um, I like you,' I sent

And whispered, 'This will be the cause of my death'

The clock was ticking

Still, there was no sign of you

My heart started breaking

When the thought of rejection crept all the way through

I was baffled

By what happened next

'Seen at 11:56 PM'

Flashed right below my sent text!

I expected him to reply

At least send me a smile

But an hour passed by

And I tell you, my sweat poured like I just ran a mile

It was like I couldn't hear anymore

Knives were stabbing my chest

The pain was killing me

And I didn't know what to do best

Once again, I typed some more

To try and check if you were still there

Waiting seemed like a bore

But what I saw next made it seem like it was unfair

I was an idiot

To confess like that

All to be placed in the seenzone,

I give up, raising up my hat

I checked my wall

To see more updates

But what I saw made me know

You and Hannah were already going out on dates

I bit my lip

Because my heart will eventually be stopping

I feigned a laugh

And didn't let the tears stop from falling