Sad version 'to. Type ko lang maging emo. Ang saklap ng buhay.
Seenzoned
November 4, 2014I bit my lip in confusion
As my hands were shaking like hell
I was in undeniable frustration
Whether you'd say 'hi' to me, I couldn't tell
'Hey,' I sent it with a smile
And my chest pounded in fright
I knew it would take a while
But I wanted your reply to be in my sight
I fiddled with my pen
As my brows creased
I counted from one to ten
And mumbled, "Say hi, please!"
However, hours passed
And still you didn't reply
I was tired of waiting
So I thought of saying goodbye
I gathered up my courage
Pressed enter and tried to catch my breath
'Um, I like you,' I sent
And whispered, 'This will be the cause of my death'
The clock was ticking
Still, there was no sign of you
My heart started breaking
When the thought of rejection crept all the way through
I was baffled
By what happened next
'Seen at 11:56 PM'
Flashed right below my sent text!
I expected him to reply
At least send me a smile
But an hour passed by
And I tell you, my sweat poured like I just ran a mile
It was like I couldn't hear anymore
Knives were stabbing my chest
The pain was killing me
And I didn't know what to do best
Once again, I typed some more
To try and check if you were still there
Waiting seemed like a bore
But what I saw next made it seem like it was unfair
I was an idiot
To confess like that
All to be placed in the seenzone,
I give up, raising up my hat
I checked my wall
To see more updates
But what I saw made me know
You and Hannah were already going out on dates
I bit my lip
Because my heart will eventually be stopping
I feigned a laugh
And didn't let the tears stop from falling
YOU ARE READING
Au Revoir
PoetryJe t'aime et au revoir. A collection of poems. ©shattereddamsel 2014