The Vengeful Butterfly / X1

A date

Junho sneaked out of Eunsang's room at 3am and went home. He hoped no one will see him but his hopes were destroyed once he spotted Seungyoun sitting in the living room with a drink in front of him.

-Hey, you're still up?-Junho approached him and sat on the chair in front of him.

-Yeah...-Seungyoun said quietly, not facing Junho.

-What's wrong?-

-How do you know there's something wrong?-Seungyoun looked at him.

-I know you...you'd usually be the one asking questions-Junho gently smiled.

-It's just...-he started but stopped.

-Wooseok?-

-Yup. I messed up but it's the best for everyone-he said.

-What happened?-Junho questioned worried.

-Everything and nothing. We were out, as usual, and he did kinda acted strange towards me but nothing in particular. One thing led to another and he confronted me about our relationship. I like him, you know it Junho, everyone knows that. But Seungwoo said we shouldn't get close to them till we finish our job and I...rejected him. It hurts so much, it hurts but it was the best for both of us. I told him to be patient and wait a little longer but...he...he got mad and left. I can't stop thinking about him, wondering what would it be if I simply reacted the way I feel...but I couldn't.-he sighed heavily and covered his face-I just hope...that one day..he'll be able to forgive me and understand me because..I don't know what I'm gonna do if he doesn't...-his heart was breaking whenever he thought about Wooseok. He wanted to be with him, he wanted to tell the world he's in love with him but yet...he couldn't. It was safer for Wooseok not to be near him till it's all over. Till they become free.

-Hyung...I'm so sorry to hear that...I wish I could do something to make you feel better-Junho sat next to him and hugged him, patting his back-Everything will be better once we...I'm so sorry you're part of this and now you're suffering...-Junho silently said.

-Don't say that, I'm not sorry for being with you guys, I'd do the same if I had the chance to choose again...-Seungyoun sqeezed Junho's arm to convince him.

-I really hope you'll be able to get him back soon-Junho said.

-Me too. Me too...-Seungyoun replied, trying to push away the pain which only grew bigger as he thought of Him.

Junho lied in bed thinking about what Seungyoun's told him and immediately his thoughts travelled to Eunsang. He has never imagined that it's possible to feel what he felt when he kissed Eunsang. He wanted to stop the time and stay in his embrace forever. This was not something he planned to happen, it was a simple task, get close to him and get some informations about his father. But he did something everyone told him not to do. He got much closer to Eunsang and now there's no going back. Junho knew that Eunsang will be hurt if he ever finds out about Junho's past and the reason they became close in the first place. So, he decided to be extra careful, to keep their realtionship hidden and not let Eunsang be suspicious about him. He thought about breaking up with him but he quickly pushed away that thought. He enjoyed Eunsang's company, he wanted to be with him every time he saw him and every Eunsang's smile made his heart flutter. Junho decided to risk and simply spend time with the boy but never let anyone find out about it. It's gonna be complicated but he was willing to try. Plus, he could still find out more about Mr.Lee. It won't dangerous if anyone sees them once in a while but he must never mention their love relationship because his friends won't be happy about it. Junho needed a plan how to convince Eunsang to keep everything that has happened a secret.