The Vengeful Butterfly / X1

Blossoming Love

-Now I want something which you're not allowed refuse-he firmly said.

-What?-Junho's heart skipped a bit, feeling afraid of what he might hear.

-Kiss me-Eunsang demanded.

-Wh...What?- Junho asked even tho he knew what Eunsang asked from him. It was something that he wished and thought about ever since they broke up.

-You heard me-Eunsang leaned his head and blinked slowly as every time he focused on something or someone.

Junho made a few steps towards Eunsang and stopped right in front of him. He expected for Eunsang to back away or say he's joking but that didn't happen. He faced those pretty, warm brown eyes from up close and felt an urge to get even closer, to touch his skin and those soft, red lips. But not like this. Eunsang was still drunk and he would probably regret this tomorrow so just when Junho was about to step away and explain it to him, Eunsang pulled him against his chest.

His nose tickled Junho's ear and Junho unwillingly shivered. He felt Eunsang's lips on his neck, slowly moving towards his chin. Junho's face heated and he tried to control his emotions and face Eunsang's eyes. When he did, he noticed that dangerous smirk, Eunsang wanted to drive him crazy and it was working.

-I...you're drunk...-Junho whispered as Eunsang pulled him closer again, placing a gentle kiss near Junho's ear.

-I am and I don't care...-he kissed him again.

Junho breathed as if no air would be enough and he felt Eunsang's smile against neck which made him feel embarrassed. But he had no control over his feeling and actions. –Maybe we should talk tomorrow...-he barely managed to say.

-Are you rejecting me?-it sounded like Eunsang was teasing him and he felt even weirder because he'd expect him to be offended or angry about it.

-Um..no, of course not, I want this...I want...to ...kiss you...but you're drunk and maybe you'll regret it tomorrow or won't remember or...I don't know...-Junho was struggling and he closed his eyes as Eunsang steped away from him.

-Do you still like me?-Eunsang asked, still holding onto Junho's waist.

-Yes! I like you, please don't ever doubt that!-Junho replied instantly, reaching to Eunsang's shoulders.

-Then...we should kiss-Eunsang winked with both eyes and grined which made Junho to laugh.

-We can kiss when w- Junho wasn't able to finish the sentence coz Eunsang already got closer and pressed his lips into his. It was a peck which lasted more than a few seconds and Junho's eyes were still open coz he wanted to make sure he wasn't dreaming.

They separated and neither one of them was smiling. Junho stared in his eyes and wanted to read what's written in them but he was confused himself. It was everything, the passion and sadness, the feeling of missing someone and love, the pain and relief.

Eunsang leaned again and their lips began to move slowly, cautiously and gently. Junho exhaled through his nose, not wanting to let go. His entire body was taken over by the overwhelming feeling of lust, relief and tingling love. He moved his hand from Eunsang's shoulder to the back of his head, his fingers tangling in his black hair, lightly pulling him closer, adding more pressure to their lips, deepening the kiss.

Once they pulled apart, they stood in a tight hug for a while. Junho felt Eunsang was shivering- Let's get inside, you're cold-he took his hand and they headed towards the door. Eunsang was still trying to find his balance while walking, and Junho felt a sudden emptiness as Eunsang let go of his hand to unzip his jacket before going inside.