The Vengeful Butterfly / X1

There is no Forever

One week after their break up, Junho typed a message on his phone to Eunsang saying he misses him and that he still loves him. But, he deleted it.

2 weeks after, he was looking for a ticket to New York. He even searched for a place to stay and just surprise Eunsang. But then, he remembered that Eunsang was the one who said their relationship wasn't working. He remembered their fights and Eunsang's crying face whenever they argued. He remembered Eunsang wasn't happy with him anymore and that he said it was the best for them to move on.

He couldn't sleep or eat. He only attended his classes and spent the rest of the day at home. Seungwoo talked to him almost every day but Junho wasn't actually listening. Nothing was making him feel better coz he missed Eunsang like a part of his body.

Wooseok, Minhee and Dongpyo were always around, trying to cheer him up saying it'll be okay once Eunsang comes back but Junho knew it's not the truth. It was really the end and he just couldn't accept it.

Dohyon often stopped by, bringing snacks and video games which was the only thing he enjoyed. Maybe because Dohyon never mentioned Eunsang in front of him so he called him more often.

But then, the air seemed to be as the agonizingly long as days drew on. His heart was breaking into thousand pieces and still each broken part of the heart missed him. He missed Eunsang's face, his eyes, his smile, his scent all the time knowing that he's never going to get him back again. He tried to be normal but he couldn't. Each and every thing seemed meaningless, at the end he was left with nothing except agony and emptiness.

***

-I know but he's suffering too-Minhee said.

-Yoooo, what are you two doing here? Playing games without me?-Dohyon entered Minhee's room, seeing him sitting next to Hyeongjun on the floor.

-Can we,like, do something without you knowing?-Minhee poked Dohyon's cheek amusingly.

-Like...what???-Dohyon looked at Minhee and then Hyeongjun and his face lit with a bright expression.

-A-HA! You two are....you know...like....MHM!-he blabbered and Hyeongjun starred at him, confused.

-What??? NOOOOOOO-he hit him in the head enough for Dohyon to glare at him but then smiled again.

-Yeah, yeah...that's what everyone says in the beginning-Dohyon teased but only Minhee was laughing.

-Stop it, he's gonna think we're...-Hyeongjun threatened Minhee.

-We're what?-Minhee raised his eyebrow, smiling at the boy's flustered reaction.

-ARGHHHH....-Hyeongjun mumbled annoyed- Why am I even trying to turn you into a normal human?-he shook his head.

-Okay, I'm leaving now...-Dohyon slowly got up from the floor, heading towards the door-Everywhere I go there are couples, I'm so lonely-he sighed, closing the door and Hyeongjun bursted into a laugh.

He approached Minhee and kissed him in the cheek.

-That was funny-he winked at him.

-When are we gonna tell them??-Minhee pouted, taking Hyeongjun's hand, gently carassing it with his thumb.

-Soon, stop being a baby-Hyeongjun pinched his stomach and Minhee curled on the floor laughing. He pulled Hyeongjun and tickled him till the other boy's face was filled with happy tears.

Maybe he was not a mind reader but he surely knew Hyeongjun was feeling more and more relaxed when he's with him. And it was the first time for Minhee wanting an official relationship with someone. He just had to convince his boyfriend that their relationship will only be stronger once they go public. Also, he was annoyed by other students trying to flirt with him coz Hyeongjun's voice and looks were pretty attractive to everyone on the college. He was not sure how long he'll be able to control his jealousy.