The Vengeful Butterfly / X1

My Beginning, End and Ever After

Eunsang has been waiting for two hours before Yohan came home after work. He saw Eunsang's swollen eyes and sad face so he asked if he shoud leave. Eunsang just silently nodded and apologized and it seemed like Yohan understood and just left without further conversation.

Eunsang read the letters over ten times already and he even managed to sent the documents to his boss just coz he needed something to do while waiting. He didn't know what he's gonna say to Junho. There's no plan but he urgently needed to face him with everything. He had so many questions . Why was Junho su rude to him if he still wrote him letters, why didn't he send any of them, why he wants to revenge by hurting Eunsang. If Eunsang knew earlier about all of this, he would've talked to Junho. And he was angry. Angry because Junho acted like he was the only whose heart was broken, but he was the one who continued with his life by having so many affairs and even if he had feelings towards Eunsang-he was able to hide them unlike Eunsang.

The door opening interrupted him from thinking and he turned towards them.

Junho got inside and locked them again. And then...he turned around and saw Eunsang standing in the living room.

-Eunsang...-he narrowed his eyebrows-what are you doing here?

He carefully approached him like the one in front of him was the enemy.

-I was waiting for you.-Eunsang said, his voice was calm but he knew it's not gonna last long.

-You were waiting for 6 hours? Didn't you find the documents?-he asked, looking around the room.

-I sent them already but...I found something else too-Eunsang continued.

-Found what?-it seemed like his eyes widden a little but quickly went back to a normal size.

-These.-Eunsang lifted his hand and showed him all 12 letters he was holding.

Junho showed no reaction even tho Eunsang expected him to.

-So what?-he half rolled his eyes and glared at Eunsang.

-What do you mean 'so what'? YOU BROKE UP WITH ME TOO, I SUFFERED TOO, IT WAS DIFFICULT FOR ME TOO!!! WHY DIDN'T YOU SEND THEM TO ME??? HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW THAT YOU...-Eunsang suddenly yelled and Junho closed his mouth, heavily breathing through nose.

-Stop it. There's no point in talking about the past. I don't care about what you have to say.-Junho interrupted him and turned his back. Eunsang wanted to scream and kick him and just shake his shoulders and yell that he still loves him but he took a deep breath knowing this stubborn guy won't even believe him.

-Junho...-he decided to try talking softly with him-I have so much to tell you...I have so many things I wanna know about you...You thought I broke up with you but...-

-Eunsang, I told you already! I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU ANYMORE, I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH YOU, I DON'T EVEN WANT TO BE WITH YOU IN THE SAME ROOM EVER AGAIN!-Junho raised his voice now and faced Eunsang's eyes with such a furious fire that was shining in his own eyes.

Eunsang gulped, not because he was scared but because Junho never yelled at him. Those words he's just said...he wanted to rip them apart when they came out of Junho's mouth.

-You don't mean that...-Eunsang blinked slowly, trying to find any tenderness in Junho but it seemed like there was none.

Junho suddenly started laughing-OH YES, I MEAN IT! YOU ARE MY PAST AND NOTHING ELSE! YOU BROKE ME AND I CAN'T CARE ABOUT YOU! IN A MATTER OF FACT, I HATE YOU! YOU ARE THE WORST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME! NOW...-his struggled to take a breath but he continued to yell-GET OUT!-he walked away, lifted his hand, showing at the door.