I need you, even if it is wrong

Chapter 11

I'm back! Sorry for the long wait!! Season 2 is officially over. And the start of season 3 is here. I will be changing a lot of things in season 3. As you can tell I have made my own story a bit with keeping Randal and Shane alive! Season 3 will be the same, very different but still follows the story line of the show, just a big twist! I hope you guys enjoy it! Please let my know what you think!

Harpers pov

It's been 8 months now, we are constantly on the run. Dad has lost himself trying to protect us, he hardly ever speaks to me anymore for getting pregnant especially by Shane, he was one one minute and not the next.
No one likes Randall still.
Shane's fine with him since he's saved my life and protects me when Shane's not around.
Randall has actually become a really good friend of mine.
I'm glad we didn't kill him.
Moms about ready to pop.
Im past that already tho.
I'm about a month behind her, but I'm way bigger. Hershel doesn't understand why I'm so much bigger then Lori if she's more along then me.
Currently we are all resting by the cars while my dad, Daryl and Shane go hunting.
"Hey Harper, you feelin alright?" Asks Randal.
"Yeah I'm alright, just wish we had more food for everyone"
Randal chuckles.
"What?" I ask chucking myself.
"You're pregnant. Starving. Dirty. As well a soon to be mom and you're still worried about everyone in the group" Randal says
"Humble is being key" I say with a Smirk.
"Need a hand?"
"Yes please" I say struggling to stand. Randal lifts me up and helps me balance, hand still wrapped around my shoulders. I take a deep breath.
"If walkers don't kill me, these things will" I say laughing rubbing my tummy.
Rick Daryl and Shane, all come out with a smile and hope on there faces, that is until Shane looks at me, his smile is gone, his eyes are cold.
He doesn't even come near me now.

•later•

Apparently they all found a prison for us, so we are going to take it.
"Shane?" I ask wobbling over.
"What Harper." Shane says in more of a statement then question.
"What's wrong with you? Why u mad at me?"
"Maybe because you are always near Randal, you two have gotten mighty close, he's always there." Shane huffs out.
"Shane, baby, it's not like that ok? Randal is my friend, and I'm the only one that has taken him in. You even. No one will give him a try, so of course he's not gonna leave my side. He knows I won't kill him. And my dad won't even talk to me for gods sake! My mother hardly looks at me I don't know why, I thought her and I were on the same page guess not. Carl my own brother won't talk to me, cuz he thinks I effed his uncle Shane! Shane I love you, ok?"
Shane sighs rubbing his head like he always did when he was tired or frustrated.
"Alright, I'm sorry I should have known. Your going through a lot, and I just love you Harper I don't want to loose you. "
I smiled and hugged Shane,
"I love you too Shane, and you won't loose me, I promise"
Shane leaned down and gave me a kiss and left to where everyone is to take over this prison.
We got the prison. Well almost all of it. We just have the yard right now. Tomorrow everyone is going inside, I wish I could help, but I can't.
I'm sitting next to Shane and Randal by the fire, Shane gave me his portion of food, I fought so hard for him to eat but he wouldn't take no for an answer. Randal is doing the same now. He's wanting me to atleast eat some of his food but I refuse. I may need the food for my baby, but I can't let them starve because of it. I see dad walking the fence, it's his fifth time around. I sigh.
"Baby, what's wrong?" Shane asks.
"My dad, he won't even look at me anymore" I whisper
"Well maybe he just feels betrayed ya know? His baby girl went behind his back and dated his bestfriend, his bestfriend dated his daughter and knocked her up." Randal says obviously ease dropping.
We both look at Randal.
"Thanks Mr. obvious" I say with sarcasm.
"I'll go talk to him." Shane says.
"No no. Let me." I say struggling to stand. Once I get to my feet I walk over to my dad.
"Daddy?" I whisper.
"Yes harper ?" He says in a hard tone.
"Dad, please. I'm sorry for doing this. I'm sorry for being with Shane. And getting pregnant is definitely wasn't part of my plan. But it happened ok? Please will you stop being mad at me? Dad I love you, and I'm your daughter, I miss our close relationship" I say through tears now. He sighs and hangs his head low.
"Harper, it's hard ok? My daughter is pregnant with my bestfriend, I mean it's hard to wrap my head around things. I'm sorry I've hurt you, I just have had so much on my mind. And how Lori constantly looks at Shane like how she use to look at me, and then you being pregnant, my little girl is having a baby. I have a baby on the way an a grand baby on the way in a world like this? I just want to protect you guys." My dad says now looking at me. I sob, all my emotions I've held in finally comes out. I cry and sob, my dad then walks over and hugs me, he's holding me close, telling me it's alright, and just a split second I felt like I was a little girl again, like I cut my knee open and he was making me feel better.
"Harper I love you ok? Loved you from the moment you were born, I'm not stopping now. You are my little girl no matter what."
"I love you too dad." I choke out pulling away from the hug.
"Cmon lets go check on everyone else." My dad says with a smile.
We walk to the fire, Shane looks at me and I smile and nod he smiles backs and opens his arms. I sit down and curl into his body and close my eyes to the sweet singing of both Beth and Maggie.

And there's that! Rick and Harper finally have a father daughter relationship again! Will things be fixed with Carl as well? Why is Harper so much bigger then Lori if she's not further along as her?? Does Randal have feelings for Harper? Will Shane and Harper last ? What will happen to the group with two baby's ? Read on to find out !
Peace out lovelies!!

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