jordan vi // thought vomit

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I am not the best
at getting out what
I feel towards you
or how I feel about myself
in relation to
you.

I feel as though I am the
thorn of your rose.
an ugly, nasty
tumour
creating a dent on
your beauty.

for you could have so
much more
when it comes to
appearance
as well as
personality.

I look
at every other
beautiful girl,
wishing for their
flowing hair,
pursed lips,
and perfect body,
before retreating back
to my caverns
to cry for you -
for you could have
any of them
but chose a
stone-faced gremlin -
a hideous piece
of regurgitated
flesh.

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