Oct. 24, 2019
Okay so update
Jackie thinks her and I are friends and Stephanie and I are friends now cuz I forgave her.
I didn't like hector anymore, and heres why.
Jackie told him I liked him (but I didnt anymore) so during lunch, me and my friend makayla were sitting with a guy friend alone cuz we are losers and have no one to sit with lmao and hector walked past the table and waved to get my attention. I looked up at him and when I did, he pointed to the guy sitting with us and shook his head no. Like as in to tell me not to talk to him.
I smiled and everything, but like I think he only did that because he knew I liked him.
During english the dame day, Hector's asaigned seat was right in front of me. And we are currently reading this play thingy, and my part came up. So I started to read my lines, but hector kept leaning back to try and cover my book. Like it was cute and all, but be only did that because he knew I liked him.
Now for today
I was walking to school and some thing came across my mind-
I think Hector does like me
Here were the reasons why
1. He stopped flirting with me since I started ignoring him. Every so often after he knew I liked him, he would try and flirt with me, but I ignored him cuz I didn't wanna deal with all this fake flirting shit.
But then I thought-
2. Wait! When guys are fake flirting, they dont stop that easily. They keep going for more, regardless of weather or not the person who they are doing it to reacts to it.
3. Also, when guys fake flirt, they only do it when their other guy friends are watching. And like he never did anything to me with his guy friends around. It was just him.
4. In english yesterday, we had to go up in front of the classroom with a partner and fake argue with them, and he didn't even look when I went up there. But he looked when everyone else did. When I went up there, he was looking down at his phone the whole time.
5. And he tried to talk to me at the end of school yesterday and so i was talking with him for a sec. I was walking in front of him, and I knew he was behind me but I was just trying to ignore him. He was trying to get my attention and I eventually looked back at him. So we just made small talk but it ended well, I guess.
today
So in biology, since Hector and Stephanie dont speak english that well they had to go in another room and take the test. And the room is connected to ours There are big windows so you can see. Well I made eye contact with Hector like twice. But then we had like 15 minutes left till we go home, and he was waving at me like so many times, so i just got annoyed and looked at him and he was pointing to his wrist cuz he wanted to know the time. I guess there was no clock in there lmao
So I got a piece of paper out and wrote the time on it and showed it to him. And I guess during this whole time he had the biggest smile on his face and was laughing. I forgave Stephanie yesterday so her and i are kinda friends again, and after class she told me he was smiling so big the whole time. She said it in like a good way though.
After eveyone was done taking the test, the teacher asked if we were all done, and we all yold him yes. I knew Hector and Stephanie were done, so I asked the teacher, "Should we let Hector and Stephanie in?" So the teacher went over and opened the door to the other room and told Stephanie and Hector, "Sophia's worried about you guys, so you can come back in."
That was so embarrassing 😣😣
I hope hector didn't understand, but I think he might've.
Stephanies english is really good, but on the test there's always allot of words she doesn't understand. She's been here for almost 4 years I think.
Hector just came 2 ish years ago, so his English is pretty rough. He understands allot but he can't speak it that well.
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Yesterday in English, we got new assigned seats! I was SO FUCKING HAPPY
at first
but now i still kinda like Hector and like now im kinda sad that he isnt by me anymore. Hes all the way on the opposite side!
