Okay
So
I got asked to homecoming earlier this school year by Brayan, and I said yes ofc
But the next day, he canceled with me because he wanted to ask someone else, Payton.
He apologized sooo many times to me, and I could tell it was sincere, but it still kinda hurt tho.
He ended up never asking Payton to go with him, and he ended up not going at all.
Anyways
He's my best guy friend now, it's always a little akward between us, but its okay.
He always tells me that my best friend, Makayla (she's my best friend, but like she has a lying issue so I never tell her who I like, and I never tell her secrets because she'll tell the whole school. Lmao it would probably end up on the news.), "looks cute today" and that he likes Payton's hair.
He basically switches back and forth between them lmao
So a few weeks ago, he asked Makayla out, and she said no.
He was pretty bummed ab it, but lile cmon get over it
After that, it got even more awkward between us. We would always make eye contact, and it just felt weird.
Yesterday
For history class, we had to go down to the computer lab to work on a project.
Brayan and I had the same class, and the only friends I have in that class are him and a few other people. And they were all sitting with their other friends, and my only other friend was sick and didn't come to school today, and she usually sits with Brayan and I.
So it was just me and him.
Our conversation was all over the place lmao, from my brother going to jail a few years ago, to his dad being embarrassing, to my dad being an asshole, to the guys I text on wattpad (he asked if I text guys on wattpad lol), to the guy that liked me at my church camp last year, Joshua.
The whole story ab Joshua goes like this-
My friend Betzaida pointed him out and said that she liked him.
A day later, I thought he was pretty cute too.
Not lomg after that, I was pretty dang sure he liked me.
He was always super shy tho, and it was kinda annoying, but oh well.
After I told Brayan all of that, I said, "If a guy likes, me, just tell it to my face. Its just annoying if they just look at me from far away."
We kinda dropped the subject after that, and kept talking ab other stuff.
Then for some reason, he brought up the subject of my hair.
He ran his fingers through my hair and was like
"Your hair is so poofy today."
And I said, "You always do that!! You're so mean to meee!"
And he said something.
Something so quiet, I barely heard it.
"But it looks pretty..."
Bruhhhhhh
I was like "What?!?"
He was like "Wait what?!?!"
And I was like "...Nevermind"
And then the end of class came a few minutes later and he told me
"sOpHiA i gOtTa tElL yOu sOmEtHiNg"
Ohhhh no
Wth have I done.
He would be about to tell me, and then he would chicken out.
So I begged him to tell me and he still kept chickening out, so I just said "Fine don't tell me, you must not trust me then." Lmao and he was like "Wait wait okay okay!"
And so he told me that he liked me.
I was like "fr?"
And he said "Yeeaah." And I was like "Oh dang okay."
And then I said "You always go back and forth between girls!!"😂😂
And he was suprised I called him out lmfao so he was like "*gasp* I know, I hate that!"
And guess what guys?
He's asked out every girl that he's liked...
So we'll see what happens I guess.
I don't like this guy.
A tiny bit of me did.
Not anymore tho.
Ugh I've already been asked out once this school year. Not again!!!
Imma turn him down ofc, and istg imma tell him all the reasons why I said no.
1. He goes from girl to girl
2. He told me nvm during hoco
3. I don't know if he'll break up with me in a week
I won't tell him this-
He's highkey annoying sometimes😂😂
Ohhhh best friend Brayan, this is going to be a weeeird school year.
