"Just Friends" 2

Chapter 7

CRAWFORDS POV 

i woke up to an empty bed, Lilly wasn’t in the room, but i looked around and noticed the bathroom light was on. “Lilly?” i ask knocking on the door. no answer. Its locked. “Lilly?” i asked a little louder than before, but still no answer. “LILLY OPEN THE DOOR” i yell as i pound over and over “baby please open it!” i yell, but yet again no answer. I grab a pen and take it apart, sticking the piece that holds the ink, in the small hole in the door to unlock it. Im shaking and i can’t seem to open it, but after a couple tries the door is open. I look forward, nothing, i look to the side and my worst possible nightmare laying on the ground, in a puddle of red. A scream is caught in my throat. I can’t look, but i can’t leave. I bend down to her side as tears stream down my face. I cradle my love in my arms whispering how much i love her. Im covered in the blood that once ran through her veins, holding her close though she’s probably far, then her corps speaks 

“beep beep beep” she screeched 

i sat up in a cold sweat trying to catch my breath. It was just a dream i repeated in my head till i saw Lilly wasn’t there, so i quickly ran to the bathroom door, it was unlocked  and Lilly was in the shower. I striped out of my shorts and shirt and came in not caring if she was naked or id get wet. She looked at me wide eyed before covering her body. I didn’t even care i took her into the biggest hug ever. The dream felt so real, it was terrifying. She let go  of herself and rapped her arms around me, i kissed her fore head before letting go, she covered herself once again.

“so do you wanna tell me why you’re in my shower?” she asked with a light giggle.

“Because i love you.” i told her smiling. I hope we never fight because i cant deal with her being mad at me an di know were knda already in a fight but i needed it to stop. 

“well i love you too but did you need to take a shower because i think theres one in your room, or you could have waited.” she was such a smart ass i laughed a little at her mean comment “hey hey hey why didn’t you strip completely? thats not fair.” she pouted

i slid my boxers till they were around my ankles and i kicked them up and threw them out of the shower, “better?” she looked me up and down before she gave me a reassuring nod. she continued to rinse her hair and when she was washing her body i washed my hair even though she was being very distracting. I rinsed my hair and took the luffa from her and made her turn around, i washed her back and moved her hair to the side. I look at her neck. Should i? what the hell? i kiss her soft spot and she puts her hand on the back of my neck and turns around, her eyes were shut but she pressed her forehead against mine. 

“are we going too fast?” she whispered “like i know its been about seven months”

“baby  if you wanna go slow we can. we could start over, its fine with me, i promise.” 

she opened her eyes and looked up at me “but i don’t wanna start over. How about we start from when we were good? like the night we, well you know”

“i don’t think i do can you remind me again?” i teased she smiled so big with her perfect white teeth, i kissed her nose and agreed. 

We both got out of the shower and dried off. She had to get ready even though i insisted she looked perfect. I just ran in my room and put n joggers, a t-shirt, vans and a beanie, today was a lazy day for me. I walked into her room and she was getting dressed but its not like we just weren’t in the shower together so i sat on the bed while she changed, i was editing her youtube video when she came out in a black t-shirt that ended above her waist line and said “Collins” on the top and had a big “01” under it. When did she get that? She grabed some regular jeans and black vans, the she rolled the sleeves up on the shirt two times before she turned to me and asked if she looked okay. I looked her from head to toe. Her hair was straight, her nose ring was in and her black beanie completed it, she had black eyeliner, i think its called “wings” or something, with red lipstick. She was my definition of perfection. I just nodded because i donththink words could explain how much this girl means to me.I quickly uploaded the videos before She grabbed her backpack and a hoodie, as did i and we raced down stairs. Chris sat at the breakfast bar eating, like usual. Once he was done we all piled in the car and drove to school.