Chapter 13

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I woke up and Crawford was wrapped around me. Everyone else was on the floor. I decided to go get ready for my first day before school and therapy. I slid out of crawfords grasp and made my way to the shower, after i washed my hair and everything. Once i was out i blow dried and straightened my hair, parting it down the middle, and pulling the front two strands back and tieign them together with a blue bow. I was working on my makeup and i felt arms wrap around my body, crawford put his chin on my shoulderstaring into my eyes using the mirror. He moved the hair from my neck and planted a sweet kiss on my sweet spot. He spun me aorund and stared at me. I moved my makeup and sat on the counter wrapping my legs around him and crossing my wrists behind his neck. 

"I love you" he whispered

I reached behind him and closed the door, "i love you too." i whispered kissing him on the lips, i went to pull away but he tangled his hands in my hair pulling my face in again, he slid his touge into my mouth slowly, then i pushed mine into his, he smooched down on mytounge forcing me to pull out. He pressed his forhead against mine 

"i want you babe." he whispered

"well whose the horney one? but i want you too, are you staying tonight? i know its a school night but i dont know."

"do you want me to stay?" 

"mhmm"

"than ill stay but dont tell them."

i agreed and pushed him out the door so i could finish getting ready. I finished my make up and i chose my cloths. I wasn wearign a blue halter crop top and a black and blue flannel, with black ripped skinny jeans, blue vans. I walked out and i guess the girls and chris left because crawford was just on the bed. 

"Babe you can go home, you know that right?" 

"i wanna be with you on your first day, and plus im styaing again."

"yeah but their not suppose to know that and plus i need to do this by myself, okay? now leave the 'recess' starts in thirty minutes." i demanded. 

"youre really sexy when your annoyed."

"ha ha. now go babe ill see you tonight and dont make me change my mind about what i said." 

his eyes widened as he searched for his cloths, once he found them all he kissed me on the cheek and gave me a cute smile, then left. My room was trashed. I decided to pick up as much as i could in the nixt fifteen minutes. 

I actually finished so i decided to wander, it was like a hospital but with bigger rooms, it was nice. I had about three minutes till it started so i made my way to the elevator, the thing was in the "backyard" thing so i pressed ground level and once it stopped i found my way outside. This decent size space had a ton of people, even a snack bar and crap. It was amazing. I didnt know anyone so i decided to just go stand by the speakers blasting MCR. 

They're gonna clean up your looks

With all the lies in the books

To make a citizen out of you

Because they sleep with a gun

And keep an eye on you, son

So they can watch all the things you do

I was singing along and some girls that look like i could be friends with started screaming the song that everyone else seemed to ignore. 

Because the drugs never work

They're gonna give you a smirk

'Cause they got methods of keeping you clean

They're gonna rip up your heads,

Your aspirations to shreds

Another cog in the murder machine

I was singing a little louder this time when a the girl with brown hair smiled and waved, i waved back. She looked me up and down then continued with the song.

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me

They could care less as long as someone'll bleed

So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose

Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

She looked back over at me, then whispered in her friends ears, then they all looked at me and waved. I waved awkwardly and they continued screming the lyrics. 

The boys and girls in the clique

The awful names that they stick

You're never gonna fit in much, kid

But if you're troubled and hurt

What you got under your shirt

Will make them pay for the things that they did

The girls were jumping and screaming but slowly making hteir way twords me in a group. I didnt know what to do, the only reason ana was my friend is because she had to, i mean roomates that dont get along would suck, and she was sweet, but socializing with humans, is kimda not a strong suit, thats why i have crawford. 

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
Ohhh yeah!

I started running away, playfully and they chased me, i was ducking behind people messing around with them. 

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me

They could care less as long as someone'll bleed

So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose

Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

All together now!

I thought i was hiden but they found me, i screamed and ran from them but they caught up with me and grasped my hands holding them up. We were jumping and singing. 

Teenagers scare the living shit out of me

They could care less as long as someone'll bleed

So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose

Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

I was having a great time with them, they were cool even though i havent even known then for ten minutes but the last part came up.

Teenagers scare the living shit out of me

They could care less as long as someone'll bleed

So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose

Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

the song ended and now theyd have to actually talk to me. 

"hey, your new right?" the one that first smiled at me asked

"ahhh yeah, like ive been in one before but it was the one at the hospital" 

"oh well im Evie im here for obvious reasons" she jestured to her super small body, obviously here for anorexia, she was wearing a black crop top with "good vibes" written in white with white high wasted pants black vans and a black benie. It was cute. 

Then the second one spoke "hi im angela but you can call me angie" she was pretty small as well, well all three of them were, so im guessing all the same reasons, but angie was wearing a black crop topwith purple high waisted shorts, a purple beanie and black vans, she looked adorable.

"hey im rose" she stuck out her hand i shook it and they looked a little suprised when they saw my stitches but they didnt say anything. But i loved roses outfist it was a black crop top and in read said 'bad bitches is the only thing that i like', with black highwaisted shorts and red vans with black and red huf socks. Im going to steal that outfit one day. 

i smiled pretty big and introduced myself, "Hi im Lilly." 

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