"Just Friends" 2

Chapter 10

CRAWFORDS POV 

i ran out of the bathroom and she stood in the door way with her sleeves up and blood running down her wrists.

“Chris call an ambulance!” i yelled at him then ran to Lilly who was now crying. 

“I’m sorry Crawford.” She told me with a sad smile.

“n-n-n-no Lilly, you have to stay awake.” i told her as i picked her up bridal style and ran her to the front of the school. Her eyes were closing but i kept talking trying to get her to talk but she just ignored me. I waited maybe two minutes and the ambulance came i handed her off but i couldn’t ride with them, so i ran to the class room and got our bags and keys. All the guys piled in my car and we drove to the hospital, Chris wouldn’t let me drive though so i had to ride shotgun. I hate myself for not noticing something was wrong but I’m gonna hate myself a whole lot more if she doesn’t make it. The car was silent the whole ride but Chris dropped us all off at the front while he parked the car. I didn't wait for any of the boys i ran into the hospital and to the front desk. She said Lilly was in the second floor room 209 so i hauled but up to her room.  The doctors were in there and wouldn’t let me in so i watched from the window. They stitched her arms up and changed her into a gown. She laid there with bandages on both arms and mascara under her eyes. I hated seeing her like this. All the guys found me but i was still outside her room not wanting to go in. I knew shed have to go to the crazy hospital once again but they said if it happened again shed be moved to one fairly closer to our house and it was like a hotel. I couldn’t take seeing her like this anymore so i ran, i ran all the way outside of the hospital letting the chilly wind hit the tears on my face. I ran all the way to the coffee shop across the street and got a coffee. I sat in the window seat and looked through my phone, people were looking at me like i was crazy but i ignored them, I had made a folder on my phone a while back and i put it on slideshow.

CHRIS'S POV

I was in the room with lilly while all the guys were looking for crawford. I was sittign next to her watching her wondering how i didnt see the signs. Then her Monittor went flat. She wasnt breathing. Where the hell is crawford? The doctors told me and matt to go to the side, so we did, We were so panicked when they were trying to revive her. They must have tried four times before a weak pulse came through. All the doctors cheered and then tried to understand how that happened. They said it could have been her trying to go or a clot in her veins. Either way we swore to not tell crawford. 

CRAWFORDS POV

Dozens of hundreds of pictures scrolled throughout the screen of my phone of me and lilly since the day i met her. I don’t think she noticed but i took at least one picture of us everyday besides the day we met. When i was done with my coffee the picture from this morning came up. I laughed but then my eyes got watery, i had to go back to the hospital because she was there and she was the love of my young life. So i texted my mom on the walk back telling her what had happend and she said shed get the first flight back to cali. Once i was in the hospital the guys all sat in chairs around the room watching her waiting for her to wake up. I walked in and all there heads turned, with sympathetic looks. I ignored them though and took the chair next to her bed side.  I was fidling with my hands when i noticed the blood stains on my white jacket, no wonder i  looked like a murderer. That made me freak out though i ripped the jecket off and threew it away. I started crying again, chris told me it was okay but i had lillys blood on me, after that I sat in the chair in waited.

*five hours later*

i must have fallen asleep, because when i woke up all the guys were gone and there was a note on my lap that said ‘we went to go get food, text us if you want anything -the guys & mom’ i laughed at how they called themselves “the guys” then i heard the tv in the room. I gazed up and lilly was awake. I was so happy, she looked over st me and gave me a sad smile, and mouthed 'im sorry.' i just shook my head and kissed her forehead. She turned the tv off and i sat on the bed net to her, holding her hands. 

"Crawford, you think id be dead by now" she joked but i didnt find it funny. So she stopped laughing. 

"Lilly you scared the shit out of me. What would i do if you hadnt made it? Do you even know what happened that time you ran from my house? i didnt go anywhere or do anything but get up to pee."

"If i hadnt made it you would have eventully gotten over it, like my mom got over me." 

"Lilly you have no idea how uch you mean to me, you know what that ring on your finger means? its a promise ring it means i wont leave and i love you." 

"im sorry" is all the could say.

"What did the doctor say?" i asked wanting to know how long shed be gone. 

"He said hes admitting me to los angelous 'hotel for the sick' which means i have to stay there but i cant leave and people i allow can come visit me and stay. Also im getting more medication even though i told them i had stopped taking my anti deppresants on purpose but they said it was nessesary."

"okay. Sounds good. Where you awake when everyone was in here?" i asked

"no whose here?" 

"Matt, Nash, Cameron, Chris, brent and mom." i told her

she just nodded and laid back down "they probably think im a fucking freak." she said angrily.

I shook my head and laid down with her. Her forehead was on mine and chris came in and inturupted us. "hey guys guess who flew here to see you? well theres actully like a few of them."  

you should have seen her face light up.