"Just Friends" 2

Chapter 8

LILLYS POV

“babe you need to tell us”

“I’m going to let you guys talk this out because i don think its my place to be here.” chris spoke while he walked out of the room.

“Their here.” i whispered.

“who babe?” he asked.

“Rachels crew, rachel and her boy toy.”

“what did they do to you?” 

I felt tears brink my eyes, i looked down and tears fell down my face “They dragged me in a closet,” i paused “They beat me up, then told her boy toy i was his and they’d be outside.” i sniffled and didn’t make eye contact “he hurt me, he shoved himself down my throat and tried to… you know, but i kicked him in the nuts and he just grabbed me, everywhere.” i sniffled again not wanting to remember “then the teacher came and” i was sobbing now crawford calmed me before i spoke again “rachel kept saying ‘how dare you?’ and ‘i know he still wants me’ what was she talking about crawford?” 

“babe i have no idea, maybe she’s still mad that you pointed out i didn’t remember her.”

“How would she know?” i sniffed

“i posted them this morning, lilly I’m so sorry i didnt know this would happen.”

i didnt answer i just hugged my legs and tears streamed down my face, i wouldn’t look crawford in the eye because he’s the only person id let touch me like that and the fact someone else did it was horrible. He didnt say anything i guess he was surprised that they’d go this far, i knew it would happen, i was once part of her crew but we never went this far, looking back i was just her bitch. I don’t know what i did to deserve so much pain maybe my mom was right maybe i am worthless, I’m just a pain and everything would be better without me. Crawford would have no drama, a beautiful girlfriend thats not broken and would have to worry about his mentally challenged girlfriend and if she’s trying to kill herself. 

“come here lilly.” crawford told me wide armed. I barried my head in the crook of his neck while he rubbed my back “i love you okay and those ass holes are going to pay, i promise” he kissed my neck “I’m the only one who can touch you like that, no one else” 

“i love you too crawford” i sniffed “and i know, but i need to take a shower, i feel nasty.” i told him

“do you wanna take a bubble bath beautiful? ill go make it.”

“no I’m fine, maybe you can join me though? again? i just want to forget and i don’t think it’ll go away without you.” i gave him a weak smile.

“Anything beautiful. Just go jump in an ill be right there.” 

“okay babe” i kissed him but he didnt kiss back, he felt tense, but i disappeared into the bathroom and started the shower. I hope he doesnt do anything itll just make it worse. 

CRAWFORDS POV

Once i heard the water running i ran really fast downstairs to tell Chris what had happened, he was at the breakfast bar with a cup of tea. 

“Bro, this is serious”

“what happened?” he questioned

“rachel and her clique are here and they hurt lilly, she said rachels ‘boy toy’ even tried to… you know but he only got it orally, which is still gross but I’m just glad it didnt go further, but bro what do we do?” i was panicking

“go comfort lilly and when she goes to bed we can talk.” he assured jestureing to me to go 

“i guess your right.” i listened to him and ran back upstairs stripping from my cloths and joining lilly, she was sitting in the little bench in the shower and i sat next to her, she was still absolutely beautiful even with makeup running down her face. She held my hand and rested her head on my shoulder. I hope she’s fine, i love her and i know i say that a lot but even though its only been a little ov half a year i don think i could live if she wasn’t here anymore. Lilly stood up and started to wash her hair, i was still sitting, she was rinsing her hair with her eyes closed and yes i took this time to look at every inch of her beautiful body. I guess she saw me because she turned around, i know she doesn’t exactly like her body but i cant seem to get enough of it. 

“Crawford please stop staring, I hate how i look so please just don’t.” she begged

“Baby, you are perfect. why do you think youre ugly?”

“I don’t think you remember the first week i met you, i told you i wasnt good enough for you and I’m still not.” 

“You’re enough babe.” i assured her but she just continued to scrub her body. She clearly didnt get that she was too good for me. I know I’m horrible with timing but this would hopefully relax her enough. I stood up and walked over to her wrapping my arms around her and placing sweet kisses on her shoulder to her neck, whispering sweet nothing in-between each one. She turned around and looked me in the eyes, her eyes were a stormy blue and puffy yet she still looked amazing. My hand cupped her face then i leaned in she met me half way connecting our lips, we were kissing then she asked for entrance and i accepted. Now i had my arms around her waist while hers were tangled in my damp hair. This was definition of perfection. when she pulled away she bit my lip teasing me with her femaleness. “Fuck lilly.” I whisper out of breath. She giggled and kiss dmd again, god she has no idea how bad i want her, but i couldn’t let it go further because i know she doesn’t want to, i pulled away out of breath “Lilly damn i want you but we need to stop.” i commanded. 

“i want to.” 

“Are you sure?” i asked 

She nodded, so i smooshed our faces together again and she turned the water off. I walked her to the bed and she laid down. Crap condoms. I told her to stay as i ran across the hall to my room to get the box, it was empty, did we use the last one, last time? ooo chris. I ran into his room and he was on the computer, he turned around and looked at me confused. “Condoms please? I’m out.”

 he pointed to the closet and as i was walking away said “Bro really? I said comfort her not have sex.”

i shruged and told him there was ten bucks in my room so he could go away. He jumped up and i ran back to the room locking the door behind me, she laid jut how i left her but asleep. Sense she was asleep i got dressed and put the condom in the nightstand dresser, but there was a box in there, i opened it up and cigarettes, pills, and razors are in there. I look at this angel laying right next to me and wonder how she had come to diet pills and other things that harm her. I took the box in my room and put it on a shelf so i could talk to her about it, but for now i put lilly in one of my t-shirts and shorts and covered her up so she could sleep. I thought threw what was suppose to go down, or technically me go down and I’m glad we didnt because she’s only doing it to say I’m hers and even though he did that to her he has no power over her which is okay i guess but it wouldn’t have been right because i believe that that should only be done if you love someone that much, and yes i know i didnt display that in the videos but you do some messed up things when your at parties drinking.After i cleaned up all the water on the floor i sat in the chair and watched her sleep, she was so peaceful i ran my hands through my hair, thinking about what im going to do to him, chirs opened the door motioning me to go with him, so I kissed lillys forehead and whispered "I wont let anyone hurt you again." then pranced to the door, and before i closed it i whispered "i love you lilly" and shut it behind me. 

I went down the hall to chriss room and he asked "So whats the plan?" i just gave him a devilish look.

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oooooo whats crawford gonna do???? Find out in da next chapter.... also thanks for the comments but make sure to like it please and tell people about the first book!! thanks guys!