"I want you now, Alpha."
Jin pulled me again and kissed me hungrily. He looks like he's in desperate need, his movements were frantic and he seemed to be in a rush. His fingers playing with the hem of my shirt while the other grips on my nape holding me in place.
He bit my lower lip and I parted my mouth a bit to give him entrance. His tongue delved in and seek mine, caressing it with each other.
This Jin right now is so bold. It's unusual.
He pulled up his body and in a snap he had me pinned down on the bed, him on top of me. His opened top shows his scar and it reminded me that he is still in pain.
He removed his top and went back to kiss me but I stopped him.
"Hey, Jin, stop." I held his shoulders as he was about to lean down on me again.
"Why?"
"You're still hurting. If we continue this, you'll get tired and the pain will be worse. Let's just wait until you're perfectly fine." I said as I move my hands to caress his arms.
His face says that he is not pleased. He is frowning and his aura darkens.
"Just tell me that you don't want me anymore because you saw the Omega that you first loved and even after all this years, you're still into him!"
He moved away from me and went back to his side of the bed. He faced me and I can see his tears starting to form.
"Are you going to reject me now? You're mad at me because I hurt him a while ago and I almost killed him, right? You're not talking to me like the normal you would do."
I, too got up and faced him.
"It's not that, Jin. I'm not like the usual because before I tell you who Jimin -"
"DON'T SAY THAT NAME! I'M PISSED!" He growled at me.
"Okay, okay. I'm sorry. Going back, I'm not like the usual because I'm afraid of how your reaction might be if I tell you who he is and his significance in my past. I don't want you to misinterpret anything. I loved him before but it's you that I love you now and until the world ends."
His tears fell but this time he went closer to me, sitting on my lap and burying his face on my chest.
"But why aren't you making love to me? What's the problem? I can take it, don't worry. The pain is not here anymore and I think it will not come back. Maybe it's just a passing sensation because I'm holding too much emotion all at once."
I wrapped my arms around him and played with his hair. I fixed our position and I rested my back on the headboard, Jin is still sitting on my lap. Our position is quite dangerous for me because his ass is sitting just above my crotch and of course I'm affected, but I just hope he won't notice because I don't want him to think otherwise of what I really feel.
"I just don't want you to feel that I'm just using you for that purpose. I don't want you to think that I'm like any other Alpha's that uses their Omega only because they want pups. I want you to feel that I love you more that what you can offer. Other than sex. You're my mate, my best friend and my other half."
He looked up to me and cupped my cheeks, he stared at my eyes and I did the same. He looks much better now, I can't see any trace of his insecurities just like a while ago.
I surely do want to make love to him, I'm a man and not to mention an Alpha too the half hard erection underneath my pajamas is the evidence, it's our instinct to pounce on our Omega when given the chance. It's part of our being. But Jin is more than my Omega, more than myself, he is the love of my life and his well being comes first before mine.
"You know what, Taehyung, what you said just made me love you more. Just promise me that you won't replace me even if you're given a tough choice. I don't want to lose you, Taehyung because aside from my parents, you're the only one I've got."
I pecked his lips before speaking again, "I won't, you would only be my one and only choice. The best of all options."
This time he finally smiled again. And with only one smile he completed me.
"I love you, Taehyung, I love you, my Alpha."
"Not as much as I love you." He giggled and rest his head again on my chest.
We stayed silent for a moment and I keep on praying that he isn't noticing anything because that will be pure embarrassment for me, Jin will surely seduce me and I'm hanging on a thin thread, I will surely give in.
"Taehyung ..." He slurred.
"Hmm?"
"Don't think that I'm not feeling you underneath me. Me and my wolf can sense your desire. Don't repress yourself."
Oh, goodness! This is what I'm talking about, he slowly mover his lips up to my ear and licked my lobes.
"The offer still stands, Taehyung. I won't take it against you. I perfectly know that you love me, and so is me to you, so why hold back?" He placed his hands on my shoulder and grind on me.
Fuck! I swear I'm about to lose it! I closed my eyes and clenched my jaws. This Omega is making it hard for me to control my desires. I felt him move away from me, maybe he's only teasing me.
"Open your eyes, Taehyung. Look at me."
And when I did, I forgot what I'm fighting for. He already is naked in front of me and his face is on my member already. Nuzzling his nose at the fabric of my pajamas.
"Jin, I swear, I'm losing it, I might not be able to hold back. If you're teasing me, please stop now."
He didn't respond but he sucked on the cloth of my pajamas, I can feel his tongue tracing my cock, his saliva wetting the parts that he sucked. I slightly moaned at what he's doing.
"Do you still think I'm teasing?" He finally said.
"No, and don't think that I'm holding back anymore."
That's it! He wanted this, and I am no saint to further refuse and hold back.
"Good." He said.
He removed my clothes and when I'm completely naked his slick filled hole is teasing my cock as he was back again on straddling me.
"We won't be opening the shop tomorrow because tonight you won't get some sleep at all."
"Who said I wanted you to put me to sleep?"
I think it's enough teasing for the both of us. I held his waist and plunged inside him. Tonight is going to be a long night.
