Jin is still isn't waking up, I guess he used up all his strength when he got angry over Jimin. And speaking of which, I don't know what happened to him in the woods after Jin attacked him. I wanted to check on him but that would give Jin a wrong impression when he won't see me when he wakes up so I stayed home and watched my Omega as he sleeps.
I can clearly remember how his eyes changed colors when he got angry. Normally wolves can't do that, and that color was the same as the Jin in my hallucinations a hundred years ago.
Not to mention Jin dreamt of the same thing while he said that he was still looking for me. What could that mean? Is he and my Seokjin the same? But that would be impossible. He's already dead.
Jin stirred in his sleep and slowly opened his eyes. His eyes were of blue color again. So it means one thing, he calmed down he's not angry. I got up and get a glass of water just in case he needs one.
"Jin, do you need anything? Water? Are you hungry?"
"Who is he?" He sounded so dangerous. How am I going to tell him? He might get the wrong interpretation.
"Trust him, Taehyung. He can understand. I know it. He's matured unlike what we thought. Our mate needs to know. There is something that is changing in him, I can sense it. I don't know what to feel about that but for now just tell him everything he wants to know."
"He's Park Jimin. He's the first Omega in my life."
"Explain."
I breathed out before talking again, I hope he understands.
"It was when I was in high school. We went along pretty well and I fell for him. He said he did too and we we're so happy. He hides the fact that he is an Omega because before our pack used to hate them, he used to hide his scent, but I don't mind as long as I can be with him. I loved him before, but he left me, he left the pack. I was left alone without any reason why, he never left a note. Then one day, I heard he is in a relationship with a rich alpha from another pack.
I became an asshole after that, I became just like my pack members. Hating every male Omega that comes my way because all I think about was everyone's like Jimin. He will just leave when he finds someone better. And the rest is history, I met Seokjin and because of my attitude he passed away, and then there's you."
Jin didn't speak at all even if he heard what I said.
"Jin, are you mad? Please talk to me." I begged him but he won't speak at all.
"Hey, Jin." I tried to touch him but he angled his body indicating that he doesn't want to be touched.
"Don't touch me. I can still smell the scent of that Omega."
I took a very quick shower and I changed my clothes, if it's the scent, then changing my shirt and showering will do the trick. I don't want him being cold to me.
I walked out of the bathroom and saw my Omega staring at the nothingness of our bed sheet. V can sense his sadness but Jin's face remain cold.
"Don't expect him to cry Taehyung. He's sensitive, yes, but things like this makes him tougher. I can see it in his eyes. His wolf is something different."
"I know." I answered back.
I went to our bed and sat beside him. I can see him slightly sniffing, maybe searching for a hint of Jimin's scent in me.
"I already showered, Jin. Will you talk to me now?"
"I don't want to talk to you. I don't know what to feel. My chest hurts and I'm trying ti control the pain. Don't make me talk, every move I make pains it more."
I got worried, chest pain? What happened to him?
"Your chest? Why did you hit on something? Are you okay?"
"I'm fine, don't bother. This will heal."
He rest himself on the headboard of our bed. He is slightly rubbing the middle of his chest.
I removed his hands away from it and unbuttoned his pajamas. He didn't stopped me, I guess he still has lack of energy from what he did a while ago.
I touched his chest, "I don't see any bruise here. You forced yourself too much awhile ago maybe that's why your heart is hurting."
I touched his birthmark, "Don't stress yourself too much, Jin. Don't think of anything. I won't let any other Omega ruin us. Trust me on that."
"Answer me truthfully, do you really love me because I'm me? Not because you have no choice, and not because I look like your first mate? Do you really love me?"
I went closer to him, I don't want him to doubt me, I really love him. "Of course, I love you! There's no question to that."
He looked at my eyes, searching for the answers he needed. I don't need to hide anything from him, when I say I love him I meant it.
I made our foreheads touch, "Don't doubt me, Jin. What I said was true."
"Are you not regretting any of it?"
"No." I shortly answered and kissed him. I kissed him lovingly, I want him to feel my love. I want him to believe in me.
He put his hand on top of mine that is on his chest and the other is in my head pulling me closer. He slowly slid himself down making me lie on top of him.
"I ... Love ... You, so .. much" I said in between our kisses.
He pulled away for a second and looked at me, "Then, make love to me. Make me feel all your love, tonight Taehyung. Erase my doubts. Make me believe what you say is true."
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This story will be painfully slow. Please be patient with me ❤️🤩
