Seokjin's
Taehyung smirked at me.
"You're joking, right?"
He said.
He had that smile on his face. I can't fathom what emotions he is holding but there is a visible disbelief in them. He doesn't believe in me. He is doubting if I am saying the truth. I can sense it.
"I'm not. It's the truth. I am Seokjin. Kim Seokjin the one who died on that cursed night. Your ex-mate. Your mate."
I can feel my self disgust when I said the word mate. I don't feel like I deserve him at all. He cleared his throat and sat up straight.
"I don't think this is a good playtime, Jin. We should go back to bed and just have some goodnight sleep."
He touched my elbows to help me go back to bed and sleep but it doesn't work like that. I can't sleep without knowing how he would really react and how he would deal with the truth.
"I am saying the truth."
I removed my top and showed him my chest. The mark of my stab was still there. It didn't faded through time. It's still there.
"See this? This is the proof. It's not a birthmark. It's the remnants of that night. The night I stabbed myself."
Taehyung shook his head still not believing me.
"It's not the truth. Stop playing around."
I can feel the blood in my veins about to pop out. I don't know how to explain it to him and make him believe.
"LISTEN TO ME GODDAMIT!" I yelled at him making him stop his movements.
"I am Seokjin. Your Seokjin. I was once dead, yes but the Moon Goddess gave me another shot because I was not yet destined to go there. She gave me life again and I found myself awake at a seashore. A pack found me and they sheltered me and gave me food. I was so mad at everyone that time especially to you. I trained and trained so that maybe one day, I can take revenge at what you did to me. You left me out there alone, you never cared but instead wished for my demise.
I was so angry that time Taehyung that my anger fueled me. The Alpha of that said pack was so powerful and he never really involve himself in anyone but he paid attention to me, he asked me questions like where pack was I from and who is it's leader. I answered all of them and he offered me to have a proper training and in exchange I will kill you.
That time it was so appealing.
But then one day, the day where I was supposed to go to your pack and ruin everything, the Goddess appeared on my dreams again. She said it was not the right way to go and I should change course and cleanse my heart. I don't want to believe her but something in me agrees to her.
I ran away, Taehyung. I ran and I was found by Namjoon and just like the previous pack they took me in. They are a hundred times nicer and Namjoon confessed his love for me. I didn't felt anything for him but brotherly affection, but since gratitude is taking over me, I agreed.
Everything went well he even told me that he'll mark me, in which I agreed but then the Alpha I made a deal with found me he showed me the head of the previous alpha of Namjoon's pack. He scared me that if I don't obey, many more people would be dead because of me."
Taehyung was just listening to me as I repeat what happened to me. I can't read his mind and it's making me crazy. I wanted to slap him to gain a reaction but there's nothing to see.
I sighed.
"That's when you met me. I was determined to end this for once and kill you but then again, she came, the moon goddess came. She showed me everything you've been through for the last 100 years that I've been gone.
I saw how you regretted it and I felt like I was transported to time and walked with your journey on that last 100 years. And right there and then, I decided not to pursue my plan.
And then we got close, we became mates. You marked me. I became myself. With you around me, I don't hesitate to be free. I was happy.
I thought everything is well but then they came back. Whenever you're gone they'll show up and tell me to do my job.
I pretended to be sick. I don't want to kill you. I don't want to leave you and maybe if you think that i'd die once more, you can bear it. I would rather be killed than to end your life.
Because after all those years I really did loved you."
I tried touching his cheeks but he angled his head and I can't reach him. It broke me into pieces. I knew he would certainly hate me.
Why won't he? I fooled him.
"All those years, you didn't had the courage to tell me? I looked like a fool talking to the sea and depriving myself of happiness. You know that. I always thought of not deserving happiness or to even smile and then you didn't bothered to tell me who the real you is."
His voice was low and dangerous that its sent shivers down my spine.
"I'm sorry."
That's the only thing I can say.
He stood up and about to leave but before he did, I grabbed his hand.
"Please ... Stay!"
He shook his head. "Don't touch me. Let me go."
He became cold.
I cried.
"I'm sorry."
"Let me go, Omega."
