15. ADMITTING

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Jin's

I woke up in the middle of the night and I can feel Taehyung's lips on my mark. He is sucking on it again for the hundredth time today. I did not regret doing it with him and I'm really really happy. Me and my wolf feels so complete, but I still have some questions. I know my dreams before are not real. Taehyung wouldn't have done that right? He's too nice to me to even compare it to that Alpha in my dreams.

His lips went up to mine and kissed me hungrily. Of course I responded to him, why would I not? I've been dreaming of this for so long. Ever since I'm a child I want my mate to care for me just like what Taehyung did and I really love him. Like a lot.

"I love you Taehyung." I said to him when he pulled away from me. I'm raking his hair and intently looks at his face. He is so beautiful and everytime I look at him, my heart wants to explode with love and Joy. I will never get tired of saying I love you to him for as long as I live, even if he doesn't say it back for now, it's okay.

"I know." He smiled wide before kissing my lips again. He is so addicted to my lips, I should put a flavored chapstick next time so he won't leave my lips. Hmm, what flavor should I use? Strawberry? Melon? Chocolate? Vanilla? Wait! Is there a chocolate flavored chapstick? If there is I might end up eating it than use it on my lips. But I'll try them all! Everyday different flavors. That would be so exciting.

And now that Taehyung can make love to me, anytime he wish, will it be wise not to wear anything when we get home? I don't want to lose shirts anymore. I know I'm too worried about those but I can't help it. Maybe, I'll ask Taehyung.

I pushed him slightly to free myself from the kiss and asked him the question I have in mind, "Taehyung, this is a really genuine question, should I just stay naked when we're home? I mean, now that you can have sex with me anytime you wish, you know I won't reject you. I would even love to do that, but the point is, my clothes are so important to me, I don't want to lose some of them again now that you are the ones that gave them, as much as possible I want to preserve them and not use them but that's stupid. Should I just - hmp!"

He pulled my hair down and kissed me again.

This guy! He's so disrespectful! I'm speaking! What if I bit his tongue that is on my mouth right now to teach him a lesson? Would that be a good idea? But what if he gets mad and would not kiss me again? Oh no! That would be tragic.

I just hit his chest but he kissed me harder. Gosh! This man! I pinched his nipples instead and I made sure It's painful.

"Ouch! Why did you do that!" He shouts at me, and I just stick my tongue out.

"You deserve it! I was asking you a question and you interrupted me, I hate being interrupted. You know that! I was asking you a question and you would do that! That's disrespect."

I was really sad right now, if I may be honest, because I feel like he doesn't want to listen to me. I am a very sensitive person and I am really about to cry.

"Hey, why did you become so silent?"

"Nothing."

"Look, I'm sorry. I just can't help it. Your lips are so attractive. Don't be sad." He made me face him again before speaking, "you can go on our house naked I don't mind, just be ready because I might not control myself when you're fully exposed for me. And don't think that if you wear your clothes you'd be less attractive, because nothing is changing with or without clothes I love you so much. Just as how much you love me."

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Taehyung's

I can't conceal this for a long time. I will tell Jin how much I love him. I don't want to repeat the same mistake as before.

"Oh my God! Taehyung! Did you mean that or you are just joking around. Please if you are, I beg you to stop because I will be so so hurt. I'm raising my hopes up now and my heart beats like crazy. I want to kiss you and hug you but still I doubt. I don't want to look stupid when you say that you are just joking. Taehyung? Oh my God! Answer me truthfully okay? I'll accept it if it's a joke, I won't take it against you. I will still love you the same."

I can feel his hands on my chest is shaking and his lips is quivering. He is really nervous and I decided to play around just a little bit. I know to myself that I love him. I love him for who he is not because he looked like my Seokjin but because he is him.

"No, don't take it seriously. I'm just joking. I'm sorry I forgot you took everything literally."

I tried hard to sound so serious and his face just dropped but he quickly smiled. Tsk, my Omega really knows how to hide his emotions. If I'm not his mate and I don't know him I'll think that he's okay. But in reality he's not.

"See. Good thing I didn't hoped that much. Don't joke around like that again, okay? I always fell for those types of joke." He smiled, but the Normal Jin would talk a ton if he's okay.

I kissed his lips again, but this time he didn't respond, he's sad.

"Jin, look at me." He looked at me and I looked back at him straight to his blue eyes. "I.LOVE.YOU. I'm not joking. I really love you, Jin."

His eyes widened and I can see him close to tears. "Really! Oh my god? This is a dream come true! I love you too Taehyung! Oh my god!"

He hugged me tight pulling my body down to him. Our bodies pressed against each other. He is really happy, and so am I. It feels good to say it straight to his face and seeing his reaction, he is overjoyed.

"Jin," I whisper in his ears "I will tell you something about my past. You should know it. You are my mate and I don't want to keep secrets from you."

He stilled and let go of me. I sit up beside him, and he did the same sitting in front of me so we will be face to face.

"My first mate, his name is Seokjin."

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