If I Needed Someone

McCartney's Brother?

John's POV

We had a new audition yesterday from a peculiar lad named Paul. He was Jamie's twin brother. I didn't know she had a twin brother? But, then again, I don't know much about her at all. He got sick during the middle of our practice rounds and it must have been just anxiety but if it's going to happen every time I'm not draggin' him around with us. I feel bad for him honestly, he's really good at bass but I don't want him sick all the time.

He brought a friend, his name was George, I believe. Man, that kid can play guitar better than any of us. I'm glad to have him, it's just... He's young and is young-looking. We can't take him to any clubs with us, or see adult movies which is kind of stuff we do all the time. I mean, I don't want to lose him, but keeping him is difficult. And if I get rid of Paul or George the other one will leave as well, they're friends you see.

But there was something about Paul, I don't know what it was, but I kind of felt like I liked him. I couldn't believe I was even thinking that, I'm not queer. Am I? No, it was probably because he looks so much like Jamie. His face was feminine, but not enough to be female-looking. I thought about it for a moment. I loved the way his chin curved and his big brown eyes. They look exactly like Jamie's that's why I liked them. I'm not into guys, never have been. Maybe this sort of thing just happens?

I don't know exactly but I guess I'm going to have to try not to think about it. But, oh, what would Mimi think of me if she knew I like a guy?! I don't want to, I just do. She'd probably kick me out of the house. I don't love his face as much as I love Jamie's, though. She's something special, she's delicate but alpha in a way that makes you jealous of every guy she gives that heart-melting wink to. I think that's what got me liking her. She's the boss, always.

And I'm generally an alpha sort of guy but she makes me absolutely helpless. I guess that's what's so alpha about her. I can make all the girls swoon but she could coax a man into a volcano, I swear... That's why I love her so much, and with that alpha personality she also has a great sweetness in her smile. And a beautiful face. Yeah, I'm not queer. It's just because Paul looks so much like her. Yeah. Even his voice sometimes cracked and it got higher for 5 seconds. It was kind of funny.

I'm excited for tomorrow's meeting and practice because, I want to get to know more about Jamie through Paul. That there is a good thing to have Paul around, even when he's getting sick every rehearsal. I'll have to ask him questions next time he comes over. Hm, I wonder if George knows Jamie. Then he could teach me things about her as well. And he's a great guitar player, so it's a win-win. Anyway I'm going to go to sleep, I have rehearsal tomorrow.