Beneath this Mask

Life and Loops

Life and Loops

By ClandestineScribbler

Did you ever experience:

1. That moment when your mind was too preoccupied of something that you can't put it into words? Those rambling thoughts overflowing inside your hypothalamus and yet you can't still figured out what those thoughts were. It's like your inside was literally screaming of something but you can barely hear anything. It's like you knew you're in pain but you couldn't feel the slightest tingling because you're feeling numb?

2. That moment when you stop giving shits about anything?

3. That moment when you're too tired to care about people's opinions, too tired to try to understand complicated things, too tired to care for someone who took you for granted in return?

4. That moment when you woke up and realized you couldn't feel anything aside from that empty hole burning your inside. It's like your system was finally shutting off from those pain that you had been hiding in so long?

5. That moment when you had enough of everything?

6. That moment when you accepted to yourself that you can't handle those achingly bottled up emotions, whatever that were?

7. That moment when you felt your world was slowly crushing right in front of you?

8. That moment when your dreams were shattered into pieces?

9. That moment when your hopes turned out to be false?

10. Or simply that moment when you felt like the whole world was against you?

Of course, you did and you will do.

I don't want to be hypocrite and pretend that life is awesome because it's not. Sometimes, it does really sucks. But hey, a roller coaster ride wouldn't be fun if there's no loops, right? Same goes to life. Life isn't life without these ups and downs moments. So, just sit back, relax and enjoy the ride of your life. Ever heard of the word "YOLO"? Yeah, that's right, you only live once and life is too short to let these loops spoil your ride. 

P.S. And life is too short to pretend that you don't love chocolates. Don't argue with me.