𝙥𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙨 𝙤𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙞𝙨𝙡𝙖𝙣𝙙 ༄

nine

restart my heart tonight
it is frail from lack of use
i fall against gravity
my blood pumps meaninglessly
my movements are sluggish
one by one
my thoughts tip sideways
i fall into a dream state
take me away from here
nothing matters anymore
why don't we
leave this place
start anew
try again
and find ourselves
through each other's eyes
i cannot remember who i am supposed to be
i do not know what any of this means
my dreams are my realities
but i do not want to wake up

a/n: based off of enneagram type 9