Poor Di

Chapter 22

I'm sorry it's been a while I have been very busy with comps, school and I've been on holiday but hopefully I have a few days to write some chapters so they will be up as soon as possible.
Thanks Lydia

*time skip to the week after*

Diannes pov

We had spent around a week at Zoe's and we got back home yesterday and today is the day I get my reconstruction surgery of my osphogus so hopefully I will be able to speak again.

It was 4:30am and we had to be at the hospital for 5:30am because my operation is at 7:45 and should las around 4-5 hours. I absolutely hate operations but I can't wait for this one because I will be able to talk again

We got to the hospital and they booked us in and told us what was going to happen. Joe and I were sat if the hospital bed watching Netflix on his laptop. This had become a tradition now that when we were in hospital we would watch Netflix on his laptop.

About an hour later one of the doctors came in and said it was time for me to go down they wheeled me into the anaesthesia rooms and told me to count to ten while they gave me fluids through my Iv
I held joes hand while he counted for me
J: 1,2,3,4,5,6,...
Everything went dark, then out of nowhere I started hearing beeping and talking then all of a sudden I felt a sharp excruciating pain in my throat as I  went to move I couldn't I was paralysed it felt like I was drowning I couldn't do anything about the pain all I wanted to do was die I couldn't keep going through this. It was so painful I felt like screaming. I tried to get there attention but moving a finger or a toe but I couldn't I was stuck in this pain for who knows how long then all of a sudden there was more shouting, it was all blurry and muffled but I heard something along the lines of "she not reacting to the anastetic" then everything went dark again

My slowly flicked open and I slightly turned my head to see joe sat at the side of me, I smiled at him and he smiled back
J: how are you feeling hunny
I just put a thumbs up
J: good the doctor said there was a few issues with the anastetic did you feel anything
I just nodded my head
J: you felt it?
I grabbed my whiteboard
*i felt absolutely everything I felt like I was drowning*
J: really
*yep*
J: how do you feel now love
*absolutely perfect compared to how I was in there*
J: good the doctor said that by the end of the day you can start speaking a few words again, but rest for now darling
*ok I'm going to go back to sleep*
J: ok night babe

Joes PoV during the surgery

Dianne had just gone down to theatre and my stomach was in my mouth, I hated not being able to have a conversation with her but this operation was risky it could cause her to not speak to me again or cause quite a bit of damage.

Around 3 hours had past and one of the doctors called me into a room just outside of where I was sitting
Doctor: hi mr sugg I'm just here to update you on the progress with miss buswell
Joe: is everything ok
Doctor: well there was an issue with the anastetic and she started to wake up during the procedure but we gave her a higher dosage and she want back to sleep but everything to do with the surgery has gone well and they are just stitching her up and she should be with you in about half an hour
Joe: would she know that she started waking up
Doctor: more than likely and she will have been in a lot of pain
Joe: oh bless her ok thank you for telling me
Doctor: your welcome see you soon

When the doctor left I felt so bad I bet she was in so much pain and she couldn't do anything to stop it all I wanted to do was take it all away from her but I just couldn't.

I hope you enjoyed this chapter I'm sorry again for not updating this story for a while but I am going to put another chapter up tonight so hopefully that will make it up to you
Thanks for being patient Lydia