Poor Di

Chapter 29

Joes PoV

Today was the day of dots funeral and the past time I get to say goodbye to her. Every time I walk into the house I feel like she's going to be waiting for me as I get back or when I'm sat at home alone it feels like she will walk through the door at any moment but she just doesn't and I wait and wait and she's just never there.

I walk into the church and everyone is there, all of the strictly pros, my parents, di's parents, all of my friends, all of her friends. There is so many people her and it just shows how wonderful of a person she was. I sat through the whole service not really paying attention because everything just felt too real and I didn't want it to be not yet anyway I wasn't ready. I was zoned out when Zoe tapped me on the shoulder "are you ready joe" I just nodded my head and slowly made my way up to the stand

" hi everyone, as you all know I'm joe Diannes boyfriend. I first of all just wanted to say thank you all for coming and I know if she was here today she would be touched by how many of you are here. so where do I start then, first of all Dianne was the love of my life and always will be, we met for the first time in 2018 on strictly the first time I layed eyes on her I instantly fell in love she was so beautiful and funny how could you not, I have to be honest and say she was the first and last person I've ever truly loved she ment the world to me and still does. I wish life wasn't as cruel and take the wonderful Dianne away but it did so now all we need to do is remember the life she lived and what an amazing person she was and not remember her as the person she became near to the end. This pains me to say but I have to" I took a deep breath in "for the last time, I love you so so much, goodbye dot"

I slowly walked back to my seat and let all the tears fall that I had kept in. It was the hardest thing I will ever have to do but now I have to move on and realise she isn't going to walk through the door and that she's gone.