vi - is this reality?

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tom's pov

"honestly, tom. what made you think that we'll accept you?"

i was standing in front of matt and edd. shuffling my foot and nervously twiddling my fingers.

"i-i . . . i thought you guys were gay . . ." i stammered. honestly, why did i think they were gay? just a bunch of straight anti-gays.

matt rolled his eyes. "absolutely not, i'm straight, edd here is too." he narrowed his eyes. "now, get away from us. you filthy piece of scum."

i felt tears prickling my eyes. now i'm a loner, again. i run away, back to my apartment.

the street had no cars, so i took my time to walk.

i shouldn't have done that. why did i confess? i guess they're not who they seem. the world can erase me now, if my own friends would.

there was a speeding car in my direction. i widen my eyes and hold my breath and —

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"TOM, WAKE UP!!"

and a blue hoodie was thrown over me. i scan my surroundings and find myself at tord's apartment.

i heard the sound of a shower opening and a door closing.

what's up with all these weird dreams? i thought, as i begrudgingly walked to my bag and found my clean shirts, perfume and deodorant. because it seems like tord will take forever in that shower.

i changed quickly and applied my deodorant. i sprayed on perfume and lifted my bag up, putting it on my shoulders.

i knocked on the bathroom door. "i'm leaving now, tord."

"alright"

i opened the door. i stepped out of the apartment and looked back. it can be the last time i'll ever be in tord's apartment. i whiffed in the scent and smiled.

i closed the door and took a trip back to my apartment.

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i spent most of my day lying on my bed and looking up on the ceiling, occasionally looking through tweets. so i was pretty bored. i messaged our group-chat who were made up of three people: just me, matt and edd.

tomtomtom: let's go to the cafe

cola: no

tomtomtom: pleasepleaseplease

cola: fine, but i'll be there at like . . . 5 or something idk

narcissistic: me too!

tomtomtom: k

i closed my phone and sighed. it was a dull day today but not anymore. i'll totally have fun with edd and matt. and, nothing in that dream will ever come true.

i get up from my bed and head out.

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this chapter is just setting up the events for the next idk lol sorry its so short

i am tired

chEeRs 🥓🥤

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