Angst
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2 years ago
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Naruto drove home quickly. He was so angry with his boss. And everything. And everyone. And he just wanted to have angry, rough intercourse with Kakashi. He was craving it. He was craving Kakashi. Naruto opened the garage and ran in. He didn't even bother closing the garage. He hurried to the bedroom and heard soft moans. But only Kakashi's. So he thought Kakashi was masturbating. But that isn't what he saw. Soon he heard the loud moans of his other sensei. Yamato. Naruto just stood there. Doing absolutely nothing but watching. But Kakashi saw him.
"N-naruto..." Kakashi whispers. Naruto covers his wide open mouth.
"N-no...no way." Naruto says. Kakashi pulled out and stood while Yamato covered himself.
"W-what is this?....what the fuck Kakashi...?!" Naruto cries out. Kakashi looks down sadly.
"I'm sorry...I-I don't care about him."
"Sure you don't." Naruto chuckles and walks away.
"Where are you going?" Kakashi asks.
"Away from you." Naruto says aggressively. Tears were softly streaming down his face like the Nile. He couldn't breathe. He felt his body heat up. But his throat was cold and sore.
He didn't even gather his things. He just walked out of the house. He looked back and kept walking. Kakashi ran. Him struggling to pull his pants up. He was so overwhelmingly eager to take the blonde in his arms and scream. He didn't know what words. But he'll scream. But he did it anyway. He let out a frustrated groanly scream. But it didn't change the fact that he was gone. Cause Naruto was out of sight.
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Present
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Naruto woke up to a humungous headache. It was a side effect of the pills. For his depression that is. But it could also be the other pills. Not prescribed. But the type that you take. And the next day you're in the hospital. It was exactly two years since the cheating happened. And Naruto remembers every second of it. He didn't even get his things. He moved in with Sasuke and got himself some new clothes. He didn't care though.
He heard that Kakashi had moved to another country. And that's what broke his heart. The fact that he was, and still is, in love with a complete coward.
He took his depression and anxiety pills. And then some Advil.
He sighed and went to the restroom. He hated the mirror. That's why it was broken. He punched it so hard, all the glass fell. But he did that a while ago. Naruto opened his box of death pills. And he decided to just take the whole box to his room.
Cause he planned to die today...
Naruto downed as many as he could before chugging the water. And he took them all. Only three bottles of medicine were now empty. But with this, he should be dead soon. He played back, called in sick to work, and closed his eyes with a smile on his face. Awaiting his peace soon.
...
His eyes opened to a bright light and he frowned, and softly groaned.
He sat up and in his hospital room and looked to his left to see flowers and roses. And many cards are candy.
"Naruto?" He heard the familiar voice.
"K-kakashi?" Naruto gasps softly. Kakashi chuckles happily as he puts his hands over his mask happily.
"Oh my god. You're alive! Baby-"
"P-please d-don't call me that." Naruto begs. Kakashi looks down sadly.
"I'm sorry...but I'm just so happy you're okay."
"Okay? Okay?! NO! I'm not okay. I wake up in a hospital room with the person I hate the most, and you think I'm okay?! I just tried to kill myself and you think I'm okay?! Hell no!" Naruto sobs. Kakashi feels tears in his eyes. He opens his mouth to respond. But he couldn't find his voice. And he knew the blonde wouldn't accept those two words.
"I'm sorry." He said it anyways.
"That's just too bad then Kakashi." Naruto says looking away.
"What if I make you fall in love with me again?"
"No."
"Why?" Kakashi frowns.
"You don't get it. I'm already in love with you. I still love you. But I hate you more than I love you." Naruto says. Kakashi looks down sadly.
"I'm sorry. If there were a deeper more powerful word, I'd use it. But I've lived my life in absolute darkness and regret-"
"No, you spent your time in cowardice. Fleeing the country! And why? Why did you cheat? You didn't even finish. I gave you my everything!"
"You are so right! And I'm sorry. I'm stupid. I didn't appreciate you for you. But I've learned. I know how to make sure it will never happen again. So just...please give me another chance." Kakashi rants. Naruto blushes and smiles softly. He composes himself then he nods.
"One." Naruto warns. Kakashi cheers.
"I love you, Naru. I won't let you down baby!" Kakashi promises. He stands and hugs Naruto while he was sitting. He brings the blonde's head to press against his chest. And Naruto complies as he sniffs the scent of the silverret.
"I finally have you. I won't let you go, angel." Kakashi says softly. Naruto blushes and wraps his arms around the man.
"I'm so happy you're okay though. I was so scared when Sasuke called me. I booked a flight about 3 weeks ago. I didn't even get a hotel." Kakashi chuckles. Naruto looks around and sees the bag Kakashi uses to travel.
Has he stayed here for three weeks?
"Kakashi, go sleep." Naruto says softly as he smiles. Kakashi chuckled again.
"Yeah, you're right. I'll go get a room at the hotel. But I'll be back." Kakashi smiles and kisses the blonde's forehead softly.
"Okay."
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Naruto is just now getting out of the hospital. Kakashi is helping him move in with him. Kakashi was so excited to see Naruto everyday, every hour and minute of his life. He was genuinely happy. And joyous. He helped Naruto up the stairs as he covered the blonde's eyes. Then they slowly went into the bedroom and he removed his hands from the blonde's face.
"Kakashi! Did you do all this?" Naruto asks. Kakashi nods.
"Only for you."
Kakashi had made the exact design of Naruto's dream bedroom he had found off a magazine. And he was ecstatic.
"Thank you so much!" Naruto jumps into his arms happily. Kakashi held him tight and smiled to himself. Naruto laughed and pulled away.
"It's gorgeous!" Naruto laughs again. Kakashi blushes and steps closer. Pressing his lips against the other's. Naruto wrapped his arms around the elders neck and the elder around the youngers waist tightly. Naruto swooned at the protective grip provided. He couldn't process anything other than more! Deeper!
So his body complied and deepened the kiss.
Naruto hums as Kakashi backs him against the bed.
"Wanna try out our new bed?"
"YES!"
