✨thoughts✨

trust

You should never take trust for granted. It could destroy every part of you.

Love is dependent on communication and trust. I've actually learned that.

When you can't trust your partner you can't talk to them. It hurts.

I can't fathom how much pain it causes to not trust the one person you long to.

But in all honesty I can't trust you.

You tell me every day that you have "work" to do. When you have no job.

You tell me you won't be gone for long, but you are gone for hours.

Why so many contradictions? Why so many hypocritical sentences?

I don't know why. I don't long to know. 

Because I know it will end up with me being broken; again.

I try to be happy but I only long for talks. But it never happens.

You wanted to kiss me yesterday. I felt it.

I pushed you away.

And I closed the door with no "goodnight"

I don't trust you. And I'm afraid I never will again.

I know this isn't really a poem but I needed my feelings out. <3